Well here I am, not sleeping, even though I should be sleeping. Instead I'm sewing buttons on my underwear. Yes, you heard right. Why am I doing such a thing? Well because some of my boxers don't have buttons, although I have no idea why people insist on making boxers without buttons. It's very annoying, when you have... lets say, some swing in your step,...
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"Out of work, I'm out of my head. Out of self respect, I'm out of bread. I'm underloved, I'm underfed, I wanna go home."
Alright, so this is my favorite of my writings. As always, I don't mind comments.
Special Day
Just as the rain falls, and I can't stop it, I can't do anything to change my life. The rain falling isn't my choice...
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Alright, so this is my favorite of my writings. As always, I don't mind comments.
Special Day
Just as the rain falls, and I can't stop it, I can't do anything to change my life. The rain falling isn't my choice...
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puddincat:
Your writing is impressive, I want more!!!!

lu66:
I think you should insist
So hard to find my way, now that I'm all on my own. I saw you just the other day, my how you have grown.
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puddincat:
well, I'm PART German but do not speak it. I'm Irish, French and German. A good mixture I think
ummm Candy would have to be either Snowcaps or chocolate covered cherries (Any fruit covered or dipped in chocolate is a winner with me)
I like that saying by the way.
I do think of him as a king- But Because Of that I find I feel like I am not good enough or do not do enough of the right things. I feel so flawed. Do you ever feel hopelessly flawed in anything in life?
Problem is I'm too much of a romantic and sensitive because of that.

ummm Candy would have to be either Snowcaps or chocolate covered cherries (Any fruit covered or dipped in chocolate is a winner with me)
I like that saying by the way.
I do think of him as a king- But Because Of that I find I feel like I am not good enough or do not do enough of the right things. I feel so flawed. Do you ever feel hopelessly flawed in anything in life?
Problem is I'm too much of a romantic and sensitive because of that.

puddincat:
I am really beaten down...... I'm home on a friday night

Alright, I guess since I have nothing much to say, I'll post another of my poems. If you missed any of them, and want to read them, you can check my last couple updates. But either way, this is like my second favorite. Feel free to comment.
Soil
Nothing, that is what's supporting me. Nothing, I feel like everything has disappeared. It's all just dissipated...
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Soil
Nothing, that is what's supporting me. Nothing, I feel like everything has disappeared. It's all just dissipated...
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puddincat:
happy saturday

puddincat:
hehe... now how can a man who does the same thing as me tell me to try not to?!?!
Bah.. looks like we're heading into monday. What do you do that makes you happy?

Bah.. looks like we're heading into monday. What do you do that makes you happy?
Happy New Year to everyone!
Just drinking champagne and eating rum balls here. Since I have nothing else much to say other than that, I'll drop another one of my poems. Comments are indeed welcome.
Primary
I'm relaxing here, but it's uncomfortable. She forces me to my knees and I fall face down, then I'm back in her arms. Resting in the snare of faux...
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Just drinking champagne and eating rum balls here. Since I have nothing else much to say other than that, I'll drop another one of my poems. Comments are indeed welcome.
Primary
I'm relaxing here, but it's uncomfortable. She forces me to my knees and I fall face down, then I'm back in her arms. Resting in the snare of faux...
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lu66:
what a beautiful poem!! and you are really beuatiful too... don't know why, but it remembers me marquis of sade.
I thought I would share some of my poetry, which I don't think I've done here before. It's a rare thing that I every express myself or my feelings in any way, let along in an artistic way. So these poems, of a special type/form of poetry that I invented myself, are a few of the only times I have made an attempt at "art"....
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phlebostomy:
your fucken HOT.....

I've always tried to make things clear, then I watched as progress stalled. I only hope I'm standing here when Heaven finally comes to call. I've always hoped that I'd do better; that I'd come out on top for once.
mistressvamp:
Ooooh nice picture and such purdy hair.
*wants to play with the purdy hair*
*wants to play with the purdy hair*


HA! Nothings happened to me. It's as thought I haven't left my house since my last update. Well that's not entirely true. I took a friend and his fiance to lunch, because they were to leave the country shortly. I also took a friend of mine, who's birthday it was, to lunch on that same trip. So two birds with one stone and all that....
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cookiepuss:
I was just in Michigan a few months ago, visiting a friend.
Hi.
Hi.
Well the masquerade is over. Could have been worse. At least I didn't feel like shooting myself. And when the costume contest came up, I quickly pulled my fangs out and slipped them into my pocket.
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twobitvision:
haha... get a sex change so your face matches your genitals
twobitvision:
it's not the hair dude it's the face... take some roids or something to fix that
Well well, must be Halloween soon. My vampy profile picture is up. Speaking of which, I have a stupid costume party to go to, and I have no idea what to go as. I'm limited to something that's all black, because I have made an oath to wear only black for a certain period of time, and though some washed-out black makes it into my...
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Oh anyways
thanks for the comment on my set
Morbidly Yours,
XxX Drave Suicide XxX
Oh, and I loved your profile. I know it's lame to say such things, but I thought it was really sweet.