mrmuller

It's funny... but for the moment, I don't even regret any of it. I think that's actually more depressing.

Have you seen that naughty boy?

Yes, I realize I haven't been around. I pop in from time to time, but haven't really had the chance to contribute. So yea, things have been really rough and I haven't had the will to do much of anything, and I've been busy. Well, busy for me. Finals are in two weeks and I spend time worrying about that, and I have to register...
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Now it's over, I'm dead and I haven't done anything that I want.

Was everybody dancing on the casket?

I really just want to curl up and die.

I'm guessing I have to go to the doctors. I didn't want too, but I've been sick for two weeks, and I feel awful all the time. I don't even know what to do anymore.

When I get through this day, will the next one be the same?

Happy St. Patrick's day everyone.

I'll start this journal with a question. Ever have something you really love or enjoy (like a favorite movie, place, time, or thing) ruined because it reminds you of something (like a person, time, place or thing) that you really don't want to remember or think about? And maybe it gets so that you can't even look at it/listen to it anymore, because it either...
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You know, I almost wish that I actually wrote in a real journal. I mean, this isn't a personal journal. For all intents and purposes it's a public journal. There are a lot of thoughts and feelings I have, that I wouldn't relate to you, through this journal. Mostly because no one wants to hear what I think, and even if you do want to...
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Thank you all for the birthday wishes.

Of course I got the jibs, jives, and lectures from everyone, from friends, and from family, about going out to the clubs and stuff on my birthday, and about, "It's a gift from God that your 21st is on a Saturday". My cousin and my sister even. And I'll tell you what, that just doesn't work out for...
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It's not my birthday, it's not today.


Special Day

Just as the rain falls, and I can't stop it; I can't do anything to change my life. The rain falling isn't my choice and I don't want it to happen. When the world finally ends, I only hope that I won't have to go through this life again. With every little thing I do, I...
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So my hairs a little over two feet long now. Maybe 26" at the longest point. Tried taking some pictures, but at usual, I don't think they turned out well. What pictures of me do? But maybe when I'm not being lazy I'll put the card in my laptop and see if any of them are worth saving/posting.

Just because you're floating, doesn't mean you...
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