Just finished reading Hannibal. I liked Red Dragon and The Silence of the Lambs a lot, but I don't know how to feel about Hannibal. I really didn't like the ending. It was to depressing and not anything I could have imagined I wanted to happen. I'm also upset that Thomas Harris' next book will be about Hannibal's childhood with Misha, and won't...
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When I go to sleep, I won't want to get up. I'll probably sleep till Saturday. At least, I wish. 
I guess it's all my fault. It probably comes from within.
I guess it's all my fault. It probably comes from within.
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madi:
I find that hard to believe. But I've never seen you in person or the way you hold yourself, that can make a big difference. I love my IBT's hopefully gravity never finds them. 
stasiss_levine:
uhh I hate docs darlin.. well ok lets see if we cant get those greas greesed for ya...... I am good at this had to go through the same thing when I started out... 
heres my e-mail... paranoidbabydoll@hotmail.com
... I can send you a list if you like... or you could allways ask en to test you ...... I cant remember the name... but if you willing you can allways go in for a day fo counseling from a sliding fee scale place, tell them whats up and they more than likly will send a letter to your doc... this is what I had to do honestly to get the help I really needed.. huggs hun gl let me know am allways here to help... huggs n kisses.. bye bye for now..
~MaryAnne
ps go in and tell them you dont work, and that you need help... they most lickly will secedule an appointment within the same week
heres my e-mail... paranoidbabydoll@hotmail.com
... I can send you a list if you like... or you could allways ask en to test you ...... I cant remember the name... but if you willing you can allways go in for a day fo counseling from a sliding fee scale place, tell them whats up and they more than likly will send a letter to your doc... this is what I had to do honestly to get the help I really needed.. huggs hun gl let me know am allways here to help... huggs n kisses.. bye bye for now..
~MaryAnne
ps go in and tell them you dont work, and that you need help... they most lickly will secedule an appointment within the same week
Slow and painful death, thusfar.
Other than that, nothing much is going on. At least nothing special. I have a whole ton of stuff to do, and I really don't see him I'm going to do it. I don't understand how people find the time. I'm really just lost.
Soon I shall be saying goodbye to this sauna of a room. I can't take it...
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Other than that, nothing much is going on. At least nothing special. I have a whole ton of stuff to do, and I really don't see him I'm going to do it. I don't understand how people find the time. I'm really just lost.
Soon I shall be saying goodbye to this sauna of a room. I can't take it...
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cureelise:
you're right about that- he's lucky - I don't know how I would have handled it - if i was the one in the situation - wonder how many peeps on my buddy list would freak out and miss me is something happened to me.
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[Edited on May 31, 2006 1:35PM]
autumn:
Ahh thanks.. yeah Im back : )
HOw did u hear bout my new set??
HOw did u hear bout my new set??
Thank you to all who wished my arm well. It of course doesn't really hurt, it's just annoying. And it's melded with some finger nail scars to make hooks on my arm. I should use some Neosporin to help the scars.
Anyway, the events in my life lately haven't been all that great, but then they never are. I was just having an especially bad...
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It of course doesn't really hurt, it's just annoying. And it's melded with some finger nail scars to make hooks on my arm. I should use some Neosporin to help the scars.
Anyway, the events in my life lately haven't been all that great, but then they never are. I was just having an especially bad...
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song:
i have a long history with card drama 
- i missed it, tell me the arm story.
- i missed it, tell me the arm story.
puddincat:
glad to hear your arms okay
My cat was apparently under the impression that I was a tree, so he tried to jump up and latch onto my arm, tearing at least ten gashes down the side when the skin proved to not be strong enough. I didn't kill him, not completely. 
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hotpinkauras:
damn that sux, i got attacked once by a cat, well maybe more, but, that sucked the hair wont be pink long, but it was fun while it lasted for your arm
the hair wont be pink long, but it was fun while it lasted for your arm
mistressvamp:
ACK! no good....but yeah alive is better than nothing. Why are we trying not to punch things? Well other than crazy kittys.
for the shredded arm.
for the shredded arm.
I'm quite the story teller.
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clio:
Hehe, thank you sweetie. I can't stop staring at your eyes.
keturah:
hmm, yes i can see where it is rather short for a life story. Im usually awfully concise, but summing 21 years up with 6 faces... seems it should take more like 21. One face a year seems fair
Won't it be dull when we rid ourselves of all these demons haunting us to keep us company? Won't it be odd to be happy like we always thought we're supposed to feel, but never seem to be?
spacegirl:
but then you feel 'fake' because being happy
isn't something that you have felt like in a
long time. it is like being sad is your natural state and anything else feels weird. (my experience anyways)
isn't something that you have felt like in a
long time. it is like being sad is your natural state and anything else feels weird. (my experience anyways)
tonkakatt:
when does this all take place...I don't want to miss it.
Today is the worst.
I shouldn't say that, because tomorrow might be worse.
I shouldn't say that, because tomorrow might be worse.
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mstrsswitchbaby:
i know we dont know eachother very well, but i'm here if you want to talk.
you're right tomorrow could be worse...but then again it could be better than today.
you're right tomorrow could be worse...but then again it could be better than today.
song:
i read what you said to Cureelise and i myself have spent a number of months in bed. In hopitals too shuffling around in a robe and slippers. You are handsome, young, and from the information on your profile very intelligent. TRUST me that will come to fruitition, however long that may take. My life is like a constant pattern of the phoenix. As are those that i've observed of my next to kin. life is impermance even the worst self hatred gets it's chance to evolve. keep in mind i'm sharing from dark days past and dark days yet to come - i'm not some happy pappy little cheerleader who shoots rainbows outta her ass - but if you need aid i'll do what i can . . . .
Well life sucks as usual. I still feel like shit, but that never changes.
Anyway, lets see whats going on. I have one more class till I can get my degree. After which I plan on transferring to a tech school, to do what? I have no idea. I don't know what I want to do, and I haven't for a very long time. I...
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Anyway, lets see whats going on. I have one more class till I can get my degree. After which I plan on transferring to a tech school, to do what? I have no idea. I don't know what I want to do, and I haven't for a very long time. I...
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cureelise:
u can say that there a few artists in the fam. I might start some new projects since I've been kinda bored off me arse lately- who knows if they will ever get finished though. 
song:
oh don't put yourself down to me mister !
Life is like a box of chocolates. A cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that nobody ever asks for. Unreturnable because all you ever get back is another box of chocolates. So you're stuck with this undefinable whipped mint crap that you mindlessly wolf down when there's nothing else left to eat. Sure, once in a while there's a peanut butter cup, or an English toffee, but...
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puddincat:
rain = sexy
Thunderstorms = Very sexy
Thunderstorms = Very sexy
puddincat:
rain used to depress me, Now I find it very sensual and soothing. The way it smells and feels.... It's incredible.
How was your weekend?
How was your weekend?
I can see why it would be a mixed bag.
~cheers
~cheers