mrmuller

Well my pains and such have continued for a month now. Getting worse, getting better, then changing. It's all very strange. So my cousin offered to do free massages for me, but of course I insist she take a little money. I got my first one last Tuesday, which was also my first real massage period. I rather enjoyed it, so I'm going back this Tuesday! She actually said she likes to see her clients twice a week, but I wouldn't want to bother her anymore than once a week anyway.

In other news, I'm bored out of my mind, and I'm going insane, which probably doesn't help my physical condition at all. I have another doctors appointment scheduled so he can do some blood work, but it isn't for another week or so. I wish it was sooner.

I got a new pair of contacts to try today. I don't know if I like them all that much, but I'm gonna be willing to just settle on something. I hate bugging my doctor about my fucked up eyes all the time. Maybe I'm just crazy and my first pair was just fine. Really, I can't help but think I must have bigger problems somewhere...

I wish I had some kind of tallent dammit! I wish I could draw like crazy, but I can't. I need to find someone who can draw...

Oh well, I'm sure there's more, but I should probably try and sleep, so I can get up tomorrow and stare at the walls.