Alright, I figured I'd updated, mostly because I'm feeling bad. I can't pretend to be upbeat at the moment, so sorry about that.
Nothing feels right, nothing sounds right. I know this feeling. I've had it before. Not only that, but I'm in pain. Back and neck pain are the predominant feeling that come to mind. I'm just hoping that full blown anxiety and depression don't make an appearance.
So Valentine's Day tomorrow (technically today) eh? That will certainly make me feel better. /sarcasm It's funny, I can't recall one single other Valentine's Day, not even last year. I'm sure I must block them out, and yet it's still strange. Not a single one. I should look back and see if I even made an entry on Valentines, just to make sure I've lived through others. I've begun to think that I do this to myself, as if I didn't already know that. I keep it from myself. Tomorrow, Valentine's Day, I have class all day till 10pm. That's the good news sadly enough. At least my mind will be occupied to some extent.
But I do wish you all a happy V-Day, if you wish to have one of course, and if that's your thing. If you like, feel free to tell me about what you're doing/did. I'd like to hear it. Really I would.
It's time that I listen to my favorite song for this time of year.
I'm taking down Cupid 'cause I'm feeling so mad,
Why I'd break his legs!
I'd kill myself if I was somebody else,
I'm feeling so beside myself.
To paging Mr. Right,
Police to move your van.
She thinks of him especially,
I think he's kicking sand,
In my face, just like in that ad,
And I had to walk away feeling mad.
To paging Mr. Right,
Police to move your van.
So I'm taking down Cupid 'cause I'm feeling so mad,
I-I'd break his legs!
I'd kill myself if I was somebody else,
I'm feeling so beside myself.
No, I'm taking down Cupid 'cause I'm feeling so mad,
Why I'd break his legs!
I'd kill myself if I was somebody else,
I'm feeling so beside myself.
Nothing feels right, nothing sounds right. I know this feeling. I've had it before. Not only that, but I'm in pain. Back and neck pain are the predominant feeling that come to mind. I'm just hoping that full blown anxiety and depression don't make an appearance.
So Valentine's Day tomorrow (technically today) eh? That will certainly make me feel better. /sarcasm It's funny, I can't recall one single other Valentine's Day, not even last year. I'm sure I must block them out, and yet it's still strange. Not a single one. I should look back and see if I even made an entry on Valentines, just to make sure I've lived through others. I've begun to think that I do this to myself, as if I didn't already know that. I keep it from myself. Tomorrow, Valentine's Day, I have class all day till 10pm. That's the good news sadly enough. At least my mind will be occupied to some extent.
But I do wish you all a happy V-Day, if you wish to have one of course, and if that's your thing. If you like, feel free to tell me about what you're doing/did. I'd like to hear it. Really I would.
It's time that I listen to my favorite song for this time of year.
I'm taking down Cupid 'cause I'm feeling so mad,
Why I'd break his legs!
I'd kill myself if I was somebody else,
I'm feeling so beside myself.
To paging Mr. Right,
Police to move your van.
She thinks of him especially,
I think he's kicking sand,
In my face, just like in that ad,
And I had to walk away feeling mad.
To paging Mr. Right,
Police to move your van.
So I'm taking down Cupid 'cause I'm feeling so mad,
I-I'd break his legs!
I'd kill myself if I was somebody else,
I'm feeling so beside myself.
No, I'm taking down Cupid 'cause I'm feeling so mad,
Why I'd break his legs!
I'd kill myself if I was somebody else,
I'm feeling so beside myself.
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~MaryAnne
ps I wish I looked that good in glasses
[Edited on Feb 20, 2006 7:49PM]