mrmiddlefinger

Well, it pains me to say, but I think my tenure as a single guy just may be over. I met this incredible girl... At first, I didn't really know what I was looking for, just that I can't settle anymore. I have had a lot of bad experiences, to include a terrible marriage... All based on settling.

I want a girl with an attitude, who can keep me on my toes. I want her to appreciate me for who I am... I will never again not be myself for a girl... I made that promise to myself before I got deployed, and I have done a pretty good job of keeping it, to the point that I have remained abstinent for 7 months to avoid even the temptation (though I have been tempted several times).

So anyway, I have spent the last 3 days with this girl, and I am really liking where it seems to be going. I am enjoying spending time with her and her daughter, and am longing to get to know her better. I am finally ready (VERY READY) to give up on my abstinence kick.

Let's just hope that she still enjoys my company as much as I enjoy hers... All I know is that I make her laugh, and that I love it when we kiss... I think that she is the most incredibly beautiful girl, and that she is herself ALWAYS. I have dated around a bit, and partied a lot, and I think that I have finally reached the point where the side that wants something, and the side that craves immense social contact have finally met in the middle... Let's hope I can keep my drunken edge...

I may not be willing to settle, or settle down, but I'm ready, willing, able, and hoping to make something more...