It's crazy, I've been floating around on cloud nine for a couple of weeks now.
It blows me away that one little email from my ex can drag me down so quickly. My stomach dropped before i even read her message, just seeing her name in my inbox made me nauseous.
I have this intense battle between being loyal to people i care about and surrounding myself with great people. She is not great, she is one of my greatest mistakes and i'm glad we're not together, but i do care about her and want the best for her, but it makes me sick just to think about her.
I've let go, but fuck if she can't still drag me down violently hard.
I want to tell her no more, but i care too much
It blows me away that one little email from my ex can drag me down so quickly. My stomach dropped before i even read her message, just seeing her name in my inbox made me nauseous.
I have this intense battle between being loyal to people i care about and surrounding myself with great people. She is not great, she is one of my greatest mistakes and i'm glad we're not together, but i do care about her and want the best for her, but it makes me sick just to think about her.
I've let go, but fuck if she can't still drag me down violently hard.
I want to tell her no more, but i care too much
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i hate ex's. I'm internet stalking mine right now. Because i saw him on BMEzine and i'm now wondering what he's up to. But we implemented a "no talking" relationship after we broke up, and i dont want to be the one to break it.
brinny