Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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It's crazy, I've been floating around on cloud nine for a couple of weeks now.

It blows me away that one little email from my ex can drag me down so quickly. My stomach dropped before i even read her message, just seeing her name in my inbox made me nauseous.

I have this intense battle between being loyal to people i care about and surrounding myself with great people. She is not great, she is one of my greatest mistakes and i'm glad we're not together, but i do care about her and want the best for her, but it makes me sick just to think about her.

I've let go, but fuck if she can't still drag me down violently hard.

I want to tell her no more, but i care too much

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freakqueen:
hmm. after reading your entry, i don't really feel like bragging about my bikes anymore. but to anwer your question, yes, i do ride.

i hate ex's. I'm internet stalking mine right now. Because i saw him on BMEzine and i'm now wondering what he's up to. But we implemented a "no talking" relationship after we broke up, and i dont want to be the one to break it.
brinny:
some times you gotta let some one go.. i know you have but it seems she hasnt... i know it would make her upset but i think it would more then likely turn out to be best to just be honest with her... at least it would be best in the long run. i dont really know you two but that is what i had to do with someone who had that effect on me and i didnt have the heart to do what i had to and should of..
brinny

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