mrmcguire

Another Aunt has passed away. Most of my family on my Fathers side are old. They are starting to drop like flies. My uncle my father and two aunts. All in a short period. Except my uncle he was the first to go and then there was a lull. but still in like 3 years. I am watching my family fade away. I am the last male McGuire. They all want me to reproduce, but I think i am going to watch the line die with me.

Still it hurts watching my family wither and die. Even though we were not close it is still awkward.

I stand alone the only youngish member of my family, and they are all getting closer to the grave. I just dont know how to feel about it any more. I hate that I have to go through so much death, on top of family shit a friend killed himself a few months back life for me has been a big question, that there is no answer to. Meh fuck it.