so life is getting a little rough. things are still going great with Crystal. heck we are even working out the details on her spending another 3 days with me since ill end up working thanksgiving day and ruining our previous plans.

but it looks like now its money, the root of all my problems. i get paid in a couple days on friday, and if im lucky i will have JUST enough to pay rent if i take out every penny. but my phone was shut off today -_- so now i have to call up my grandfather... and ask to increase my national debt. i need to pay rent, pay 2 months worth of electricity before that gets shut off too, and pay 2 months of phone bills and pay to activate my service again. and thats all just to break even. i still need to get my head above water. i swear my ex left me in a world of hurt when she left and i got all these bills dropped on my solo.

and if any of you east coast readers have TD, change that shit right now or your in for the same fuckery im in -_- they took more than an entire paycheck to correct a negative balence caused by about 10 overdraft fees shot at me like a fucking gatling gun. an entire directly deposited paycheck later, and i was still in the red -_-

well life goes on, hopefully today ill be back in black albeit in debt to my grandfather again... but at the end of the day i still have Crystal and Zyzzyva. so i get to smile