Maybe I should start with the other news first.
I bought Star Wars Episode 3 on DVD, not as good as Batman Begins, but is great when Anakin becomes Vader and everything moves against the Jedi, the film could be so much better though.
I've also moved back to full rock, this means, Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie, Rammstein and Holy Bible Manics, this all relates to my main things.
Today I raged against myself and won, the person I was becoming rather than the person I am and who I want to be. I'm changing things for the better, going back to how I should be. I'm going to go back into my games more, I'm going to write more, I'm going to use this as a journal and nothing else, I may go back to posting on LJ, but this is the perfect place for me to put my thoughts without anyone really caring or coming along, knowing me and judging.
Everyone needs a place where they can be free to say what is on their mind no matter what it is.
Intelligence over the Physical, mind over the desires and impulses, thats the war I am fighting to get back to how I was. I'm going back to my full on Manics mode, although having said that, they did alot of the physical, which I intend to run away from.
Things are going to be good again, and my body is not going to get what it wants, only the mind will.
I'm back and I am kicking (Hard)
I bought Star Wars Episode 3 on DVD, not as good as Batman Begins, but is great when Anakin becomes Vader and everything moves against the Jedi, the film could be so much better though.
I've also moved back to full rock, this means, Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie, Rammstein and Holy Bible Manics, this all relates to my main things.
Today I raged against myself and won, the person I was becoming rather than the person I am and who I want to be. I'm changing things for the better, going back to how I should be. I'm going to go back into my games more, I'm going to write more, I'm going to use this as a journal and nothing else, I may go back to posting on LJ, but this is the perfect place for me to put my thoughts without anyone really caring or coming along, knowing me and judging.
Everyone needs a place where they can be free to say what is on their mind no matter what it is.
Intelligence over the Physical, mind over the desires and impulses, thats the war I am fighting to get back to how I was. I'm going back to my full on Manics mode, although having said that, they did alot of the physical, which I intend to run away from.
Things are going to be good again, and my body is not going to get what it wants, only the mind will.
I'm back and I am kicking (Hard)
I had sort of lost myself because of some shit that happened.
I won't go into details, but on tuesday I decided it was about time i did smething productive in the direction of fixing my life. Hopefully it will work out.
Glad things are looking up for you
LOL, now I am totally reminded of Placebo
All it takes is one decision
A lot of guts, a little vision to wave
Your worries and cares
Goodbye
Odd how I always forget how much that single verse makes me smile and is just 'so right' untill I start pulling out of a potential crash.
There are things I want in life, the only way I am going to get them is by being who I truely am and not falling down into the trap laid by being male, there is this whole male bullshit aswell as the macho crap that you kind of fall into if you are not careful.
Actually, the only male aspect about me that I like is the fact I was brought up to be a Gentleman, which basically means knowing the right way to treat people, kindness, curtisy, politeness (as well as looking dapper in a suit, lol) everything else I rebel against, how else should I be? We have to strive to break our bondgae and the fight is what makes us and lets us be better people and fill our potential in any situation.
That whole thing applies to everything.
I see it around me
I see it in everything
I could be so much
More than this
I said my goodbye's
This is my sundown
I'm gonna be so much
More than this
With one hand high
You'll show them your progress
You'll take your time
But no one cares
No one cares
I need you to show me
The way from crazy
I wanna be so much
More than this
With one hand high
You'll show them your progress
You'll take your time
But no one cares
With one hand high
You'll show them your progress
You'll take your time
But no one cares
No one cares
I could be so much
More than this
No one cares
I wanna be so much
More than this
No one cares
I could be so much
More than this
No one cares
I wanna be so much
More than this
No one cares
I wanna be so much
More than this
No one cares
I wanna be so much
More than this
Good goodbye lovely time
Good goodbye tin sunshine
Good goodbye
I'll be fine
Good goodbye
Good goodnight