mrfried

Okay, was asked to do this so I'll do this here as it's a bit more private than as a comment on someone elses journal

I have mousey coloured hair, it is one of the worst hair colours ever as it's never one thing. I've dyed it, but dye and my hair never go well together, it is also thick, wavy and curly, it can cause me trouble, but I still insisted on growing it

My school never changed any rules, but I caused them alot of trouble, I also did something that freaked one of the teachers out and had him scurrying away back into the class room in fear.

The only play I was in was the standard christmas play, I was a shepherd and left my sheep behind.

I had a good bunch of grades through no real effort and revision, I never went too far into higher ed as I hated the education process at that point, not the learning or gaining an education, but the process of doing it, I dispise the methods of teaching and feel that school got in the way of my education and my education could have been alot more vast if they did it my way.

I have an older brother, my father died a few years ago and so it's just us and my mum

Every now and then I talk to people I went to school with, but it's one of those 'once in a blue moon' things

I've been in love before, I know it was love because everything was wonderful and perfect, she made me smile and filled me with happiness and I felt compleate when I was with her, I gave her confidence and for a while everything seemed great, but then for reasons unknown she withdrew and then ended it.

I don't do sports, what I do however is war games and I used to do a bit of Laser Quest which is why I enjoyed Paintballing when I did that.

I used to be quite the player at C.S. and now I haven't played for years and still miss the old game (1.2-1.5)

I've seen the Manics about 7times, been to Glast festival once and been to Leeds Festival 4 times now, this year was the only year I didn't go, but mainly because I went to Chicago instead

When I met the Manics I was shaking and getting quite hyper, then I found myself dumbstruck

I hate hights as I always see myself falling, planes are okay as I'm sat down and there is something solid between me, but glass lifts and stairs with gaps freak me out, aswell as railings and glass windows that start below the waist

At times I can be paranoid and so don't like secrets being kept from me, I have this thirst that needs to know everything, but mostly make sure that people aren't keeping things from me or talking about me.

I love the water, I used to always run directly at the sea when younger and loved swimming, I still like the water to date.

As long as I feel I am incontrol I feel perfectly safe, this is why I like fire and playing with fire, also chemicals and other things I dub 'cool' playing with fire usually means matches, lighters, buring bits of paper or wood, but in a way I can put the fire out in an instant, I also like fireplaces with a nice log or coal fire...

I want to visit places I feel are of importance, that means Italy again, some places in America, but also Russia, more of Germanyand one or two places in Japan and China. I don't feel the need to go to Spain or Austrailia but I consider adding Iceland to my list, but it doesn't have the same reasons as going to Lenningrad or Moscow.

I don't miss people unless I stop to think about it, those who I will miss I stay in contact with.

I dislike Dogs that bark or run at you, I dislike cats that hiss and try to scratch you, infact any pet that looks like it's going to attack, I dislike, so for reasons of distrust the only pets we have are fish, but they are not mine.

I'm an Omnivore, I can't be anything else as finding things I like is hard enough as it is, lol.

I only wear make-up if I am aiming on making a statement or I feel the need to wear what I dub 'war paint' although when people talk about war paint I don't think they consider purple nail varnish and black eyeliner and eyeshadow