mrduncan

Saturday Morning.

I've been up for hours, but i still feel sleepy. Today is a day like any other day, except that the last 90 days have been unlike any days i've spent in recent years. Its surprising, occasionally stressful, but i think, worth it. Learning to love yourself is the hardest thing you can do, because you know every single one of your own...
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Tonights dreams better be good, because i'm sick of the bad ones. My mom used to tell me to ask baby Jesus to prevent my bad dreams, and it usually worked. Maybe i'll start doing that again.



in the mean time...


I've been working a lot more hours this week, which will mean a nicer paycheck, but also means my free time is taken up...
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Last night I had, once again, had horrible unsettling dreams. WHAT THE HELL DO THEY MEAN?! If dreams are meaningless, great, I'll try and accept that, but in the mean time, what do i do with the imagery in my head? I can't exactly delete them, or wipe the harddrive.


Bah.

When you hit a brick wall, knock that fucker down.

I don't know why, but i'm not feeling it today. I feel sapped, and I don't know why. I'm all mixed up, and it's a feeling that's caught up with me before. Ach. What can you do, but push forward right? When you hit a brick wall, knock that fucker down. How do you handle...
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Everyday is a new day, and today is a Saturday. I feel like going out and taking pictures of something beautiful; but the something beautiful I want to be taking pictures of is currently unavailable, so I'll have to wait. It's been too long for me and my camera though, and I wish I could get out there again soon. I'm not feeling 100% today,...
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Batman sucked! Just so you know. It was a terrible end to a pretty good series of movies.

I edited this post to protect my sanity.





I'm kind of in love with you.

She's as sweet as the summer time
And strong as the sunshine
And I don't want to know her
I let myself down

I'm cold as a winter's storm
I'm soft as a grind stone
And I can't do a thing
To flag my life down

Why do you amaze me?
Why do you amaze me?
Why do you fool me into thinkin' that I'm...
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I tried and failed to write a blog yesterday, so it ended up being three words long.

When people talk about relationships, they usually talk about the negative ones (stories about their ex's, etc). Why don't people celebrate the relationships they have? Too often it seems, friends forget that they're friends mean something to them, and I want everyone to remember, it never hurts to...
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I love you.