listening to show your bones a lot today in hopes of it growing on me more. it lacks the rawness & intensity of fever to tell, which is my main issue with it. as a result, some of the songs don't impress me much, but hopefully with time that'll change.

only one month left of school this semester. looking forward to having time off from it so i can make some money this summer by working more hours. plus, there are so many good bands dropping albums & hitting the road to enjoy.

recently i've been thinking a lot about the way people pass through one's life and the way they handle their friendships. for example, 2 friends of mine, who are sibs, have recently ceased all contact with me. i've called them & left messages, but they never return them. and they never answer their phones when i call. so after so many messages left, i've given up. if someone calls me & i miss it, i call them back. especially if we're friends. so i don't understand it when someone doesn't return any of my messages. it makes me question why i want these people to be friends of mine. in the end, i've decided that i don't really need friends like that.

...i've noticed that i'm watching more tv lately. maybe it's due to a lack of things to go do during the week, or maybe it's my way of avoiding wasting money that i need for other things. either way, i've gone from watching 4 tv shows per week on a regular basis to watching at least 10 hours per week. this probably doesn't seem like much, but for me that's a lot. and that's just tv...nevermind if i watch DVDs on top of it.

ok, enough laziness for today. sitting online for hours on end isn't good for me. time to clean up around my place some & feed myself.

p.s.--if anyone's reading this, let me know, because i feel like no one even notices when i post these.