mrdissonance

you know, i like this site. i truly do. but it seems like it recently went a bit overboard in the attempt to unveil the 1000th SG. i'm not saying it's not something worth getting excited over, but do we need a bunch of photosets unloaded on us just to get there? i do well to keep up with 3 sets a day, nevermind trying to get through however many were posted over this past week/weekend. maybe i'm just lazy. or maybe it's simply the fact that i only get on here when i think about it and have the time to look around, and all those sets are just too time-consuming right now.

ok, end rant.

so today is a rather melancholy day for me. the weather has decided to return to being cold just as i was getting used to the warmth, for starters. one of the things i love about texas is that it's warm/hot here more often than it's cold, and i'm ready for the weather to make a more lasting conversion. but, since today it's being stubborn, and it's cloudy and dismal out too, i loaded the new liars album into my discman and it perfectly fit the tone of the day. but then it all filtered down inside me and left me feeling cold and grey. so i'm hiding indoors tonight, doing whatever it is i feel i should do. next up will be feeding myself.

finally, i've had some very strange interactions with various women who have wandered through my life lately. all of it has led me back to my self-imposed isolation from relationships. one was crazy (not being mean, she's been institutionalized before), one decided to sever communications with me for no apparent reason, one was too young and expressed a desire to use me to end her relationship (i declined), and the last one had very racist tendencies, something i have zero tolerance for. so that's enough. i'm taking myself off the market, and all interested ladies will just have to deal with it. that's right, tell your sister to quit calling me. i want no part of dating or relationships until further notice.

ok, that's all i got...