i'm not sure how much longer i can continue to do this.
and it breaks my fucking heart.
no kate this isn't about us. it's about my other love in life. well it's not love anymore. it's hell.
and it breaks my fucking heart.
no kate this isn't about us. it's about my other love in life. well it's not love anymore. it's hell.

texas:
i know. i feel the same too, but i am leting my dreams die and my love or it fade because i realize the only solution to the problem is not possible. we just might have to move on, as that is the only way. i feel so stupid for letting myself be used and pouring so much money into it now that it has been turned into a joke. hindsight is a bitch.