The almost too easy smile. The dim bar lights reflected in her eyes. Her body against mine. I can feel the firm softness of her breasts flattening against my chest as she leans against me. She doesn't keep her feet a respectable distance and lean in from the waist, she steps right into me. I can feel her entire body. The music is loud. She...
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Sights in my neighborhood:
I live near the Cordon Bleu school. Everywhere there are chefs in full costume lurking about. It's starting to creep me out.
Very large bleacher stands are currently being constructed for the Rose Parade. I don't get parades. They're lines that move. People don't like standing in lines, why would they want to watch one?
I live near the Cordon Bleu school. Everywhere there are chefs in full costume lurking about. It's starting to creep me out.
Very large bleacher stands are currently being constructed for the Rose Parade. I don't get parades. They're lines that move. People don't like standing in lines, why would they want to watch one?
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falias:
fuzzy wuzzy was a bear fuzzy wuzzy lost his hair fuzzy wuzzy wasn't very fuzzy was he?
mrdelicious:
Annee said on December 16, 2004 08:13 PM
I wish I could say I was better. I still haven't gone to work this week, and tonight was the first time I left my house in four days. Also I finally showered. I wish I wasn't so overdramatic, but everytime I finally think I'm feeling better I just burst into tears again.
It sucks.
And come on. Who doesn't love a parade!? They promote... ummm, well.... they're fun to.. yeah, I got nothing. They're pointless.
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I wish I could say I was better. I still haven't gone to work this week, and tonight was the first time I left my house in four days. Also I finally showered. I wish I wasn't so overdramatic, but everytime I finally think I'm feeling better I just burst into tears again.
It sucks.
And come on. Who doesn't love a parade!? They promote... ummm, well.... they're fun to.. yeah, I got nothing. They're pointless.
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I feel lonely.
I've never felt lonely before.
I've felt alone, hurt, empty, fucked-over...I've felt a lot of things, but I don't think I've ever felt lonely.
It's wierd. I'm not sad. I'm not depressed.
So someone isn't reacting the way I want her too. This is nothing new, happens all the time. Says she's got family problems.
I've been surrounded by friends all day,...
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I've never felt lonely before.
I've felt alone, hurt, empty, fucked-over...I've felt a lot of things, but I don't think I've ever felt lonely.
It's wierd. I'm not sad. I'm not depressed.
So someone isn't reacting the way I want her too. This is nothing new, happens all the time. Says she's got family problems.
I've been surrounded by friends all day,...
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adelina:
after things get worse, they usually get better.
ash:
loneliness is the pits, Im sorry man ... having friends and a busy schedule are the only things that alleviate the loneliness. keep it up and its not so bad 
Last year about this time I did a job with Paris Hilton and listened in while she gave her publicist her Christmas wishlist, pretty suureal. But now when I'm shopping for Christmas for my three nieces (ages 6, 7 and 8) I keep hearing Paris' voice in my head saying ponies, 60 inch plasma tv, etc...mine is a tortured exsistence. I can't even fathom what...
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missmuffet:
i think i did fine. although, it was really hard to tell what missy was looking for, i would've been nicer to have a sense for the kind of girl they're looking for so i can ask myself whether i'm up to par or not. so anyway, i should hear back in a week
oh and about the song...i'm glad you dug it out of your collection cause that's the idea!
oh and about the song...i'm glad you dug it out of your collection cause that's the idea!
adelina:
toys that have anything to do with sponge bob square pants will be a success! the 30 second and third graders i have (7 & 8 years old) all adore sponge bob & the whole gang.
so I got stood up last night, too bad I really liked her. oh well, so much for plan a, her. time for plan b, anybody else. and look at me, I was so cute when I was two. I'm such a bitch, if she calls today you know I'll forget everything and make plans to get stood up again. I'll never learn
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missmuffet:
i never seem to learn either
falias:
just stoped to say hi
cold, so cold...my nipples are clawing their way into whatever warmth still lives deep in my chest. I turned the heater on for the first time since I've lived here and all kinds of noxious fumes billowed out. do i open windows and finish off the nipples, or hope I don't have the life choked out of me and be warm?
I'm hungry
I'm hungry
battlin_albright:
Cold!? But you're in California!! Isn't it supposed to be warm there!?! You're crushing my dreams!! 
battlin_albright:
Well now I'm just pissed off, because it's fucking 40 degrees here. 
Stupid Ohio.
California sounds faaantastic right now.
Stupid Ohio.
California sounds faaantastic right now.
Last night I went to dinner at with a friend who works at a clothing company I want to shoot for. It was the owner of the company's birthday so there were quite a few people there including designers from other companies and his family. At some point people started talking about the recent election and politics. I don't know why, but when a group...
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falias:
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
truthfatal:
I have no Idea, that was the entirety of the email. 'Twas weird.
The muffler fell out of my car late last night way in the middle of no where. After duct taping it a few inches off the ground I drove home slowly on side streets. I never realised just how many taco stands there are in L.A., and all of them looked good. I like tacos.
adelina:
supposedly duct tape can hold the universe together. personally, i dont like duct tape because it's really ugly. it's thick, grey and has striated lines running through it, quite unlike clear masking tape which blends in with its surroundings.
south cal has twice as many taco joints as the entire population of cheyenne, wyoming.
south cal has twice as many taco joints as the entire population of cheyenne, wyoming.
a friend of mine from Trinidad is preparing a Carribean style Thanksgiving feast...yum--gotta run
today I photograph businessmen at the beach, yesterday models on motorcycles, the day before a hotel lobby in the valley, what won't I do for a dollar? i have to find a niche...
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sharona1881:
happy birthday hun!
falias:
happy birthday
During this experience all my friends have been super- supportive. And I love them all. My mom is the only one that expects me to be happy. As a result, I want to grind her head into the ground. Wow, I have got some resentment going on there...hm.
Why were you with a whole bunch of hairdressers? That sounds like fun... I love to have my hair and make-up done. It was one of the reasons I liked to model. I am too lazy to do it myself. I wash, moisturize, dress, and GO!!!