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Monday Dec 13, 2004

Dec 12, 2004
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I feel lonely.
I've never felt lonely before.
I've felt alone, hurt, empty, fucked-over...I've felt a lot of things, but I don't think I've ever felt lonely.
It's wierd. I'm not sad. I'm not depressed.
So someone isn't reacting the way I want her too. This is nothing new, happens all the time. Says she's got family problems.
I've been surrounded by friends all day, having a good time. Spoke with my brother, nieces, mother, grandmother, everything's great. Family loves me.
She cancels plans. Family problems. I call later. She can't talk. I go to bed early but can't sleep so I call someone else who I know cares about me. She offers to come over but I tell her I was just thinking of her have to work early. I really just wanted to hear someone's voice who care's about me. I wanted to be reminded I'm loved.
So now I'm sitting here trying to get some work that needs to get done done and I feel so very strange.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
adelina:
after things get worse, they usually get better.
Dec 13, 2004
ash:
loneliness is the pits, Im sorry man ... having friends and a busy schedule are the only things that alleviate the loneliness. keep it up and its not so bad smile
Dec 15, 2004

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