mrdeity

Well I found a place to live. I filled out the application and turned it in. Now I just have to wait to hear from them to get the final ok to move in. Since I don't have the final ok, I can't keep from thinking about it. So that's on my mind.

I got a call yesterday from a guy that got my resume and wants me to come in to there corporation to talk. He never used the word "interview" but I am going to assume it's an interview. I called him this morning and he asked me a few questions about what I studied and what I want to do. I did my best to answer his questions or at least dodge the question if I couldn't answer it. I told him about my Fuel Cell experience. I told him that I am a smart guy and a quick learner. I told him that I would like to learn new things. I couldn't tell him what I wanted to do because I don't know what I want to do. That question is always frusrating to get in interviews (or when asked by anybody!) It's frustrating because I don't know what I want to do and when ever it comes up I start thinking how it seems to keep me from landing a engineering job. Anyway, I am going to talk to them in their office on Tuesday. Feel free to make any interviewing suggestions! I was also hoping to have some friends help me by going through some mock interviews with me so I am less nervous and have more practice at answering questions. I need to spend some time researching the company and some stuff related to the potential jobs. I just wish I had a better idea of what they want. I think I can get at least some of the info off the email I got about the job but it isn't very specific.

I am still thinking about going back to school though...

I have also been thinking that I have been neglecting my friends lately. A friend of mine called me Tuesday and asked for a ride to the airport on short notice. I feel like I didn't do all that I could to help him. I am feeling kind of guilty about it. I also feel like I have been neglecting other friends. I wonder if they feel that way. I wonder if they would understand if they knew that I was trying to make myself happier. I also feel like I don't relate to some of them as much as I want to. I am rambling now.

I wish there was more time for me to do the things I want to do.

I think a lot.

Wow, that was really long entry for me.