mrdavid

it's almost time for my date and i'm nerdy enough to write about it while i'm waiting. it's been forever since i had a proper date. i don't even know if that term means anything anymore really. i like the formality of making a specific plan, being the one to choose the adventure, and scrambling throughout the day to pick up the things i need. i've only been together with one girl since cara and i broke up in february and that was a major bust. it was hot for a bit and when i realized that i'm too much of a snob to be happy with someone who'd rather watch "friends" instead of some freak out french movie, made fun of my taste in music while cranking up the rap-metal, and tried to convince me i was too old not to have chest hair(like that was really important to me - what the), i decided i'm not cut out for casual flings that aren't at least a tiny bit intellectually stimulating. wow - i am drinking from the bitter waters tonight it sounds like. the real truth is i'm completely excited and it's great to feel that way. i have to admit i'm starting to feel weird about being such an old boy on the scene but i'm forever insecure when it comes to wherever i am. artists tend to second guess everything - is it really good enough - is there such a thing. blah blah blah. in the end i just want a lovely girl who's excited to see me, likes to kiss, and has a similarly over the top need for good times. i'm all about the words right now it seems so i'll cut this off and fill in the blanks tomorrow. power to the poor the people.


but also, i have to say that when i joined this site i wasn't expecting an ounce of contact with anyone save for my friend on the outside guinnevere, but i wound up receiving awesome advice from RoseMarie, so yeah, rad.


love,

columbo