MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Firstly want to say merry christmas to anyone and everyone who may read this. I hope you and your families have a wonderful day full of joy and happiness.
Another year is almost gone and what a year it has been, quite a few ups and downs but that's life. Why dwindle on the past when there is so much more ahead of us to enjoy.
Monday was a big downer for me, I convinced myself to give up all my weight lifting and start drinking again. I felt so positive throughout the day but when I got to the gym, I just failed so hard it hit me so hard. I haven't had a single drop of alcohol since June 2008 and I was so close to buying a carton of Jim Beam tallies to drink over this weekend, just that annoyed.
Luckily I had some people snap some sense into me, and I thought about it and didn't given in. Have worked too long and too hard to be where I am right now to give it up over a bad night at the gym.
Few blogs ago, I talked about a former friend of mine who I hadn't spoken to in almost 2 years. Almost a month a go, I was completely gob smacked while online chatting to people on facebook I saw someone add me, I clicked it and to my shock it was that very same person. We haven't stopped messaging each other since that day now, I was so happy when she sent me a message. Both apologising to one another and I said, what happened happened so lets just forget it and move on. I've never met someone like that her that I could talk about anything and know I wasn't going to think she was thinking weird thoughts, just the best person ever.
I went swimming with sharks other weekend at underwater world, up on the sunshine coast. BEST EXPERIENCE EVER!! Being within 1-2 metres of a 3m long grey nurse shark which was about 1m or so in diameter felt amazing. Has given me a whole new lease on life, I recommend it to anyone who needs stress release. Will post pics up next blog when I get chance to scan them. It's making me want to do diving in open waters now, but that can only be done in a cage WHO CARES!!
Being in a cage and within touching distance of a great white or something would be an amazing feeling and just completely insane. Who wants to join me, underwater world or open waters.. either way come join me!!!
Resolutions for new year? hmm..
Finally find that special person and settle down, perhaps start a family.
Finally reach a body shape and size that i'm happy with and don't make myself think i'm still fat.
Don't let any negative thoughts/people affect me, just ignore them and enjoy life.
Deposit for a house
So bring on 2011 - A year full of happiness, positivity and just all round fun.
Firstly want to say merry christmas to anyone and everyone who may read this. I hope you and your families have a wonderful day full of joy and happiness.
Another year is almost gone and what a year it has been, quite a few ups and downs but that's life. Why dwindle on the past when there is so much more ahead of us to enjoy.
Monday was a big downer for me, I convinced myself to give up all my weight lifting and start drinking again. I felt so positive throughout the day but when I got to the gym, I just failed so hard it hit me so hard. I haven't had a single drop of alcohol since June 2008 and I was so close to buying a carton of Jim Beam tallies to drink over this weekend, just that annoyed.
Luckily I had some people snap some sense into me, and I thought about it and didn't given in. Have worked too long and too hard to be where I am right now to give it up over a bad night at the gym.
Few blogs ago, I talked about a former friend of mine who I hadn't spoken to in almost 2 years. Almost a month a go, I was completely gob smacked while online chatting to people on facebook I saw someone add me, I clicked it and to my shock it was that very same person. We haven't stopped messaging each other since that day now, I was so happy when she sent me a message. Both apologising to one another and I said, what happened happened so lets just forget it and move on. I've never met someone like that her that I could talk about anything and know I wasn't going to think she was thinking weird thoughts, just the best person ever.
I went swimming with sharks other weekend at underwater world, up on the sunshine coast. BEST EXPERIENCE EVER!! Being within 1-2 metres of a 3m long grey nurse shark which was about 1m or so in diameter felt amazing. Has given me a whole new lease on life, I recommend it to anyone who needs stress release. Will post pics up next blog when I get chance to scan them. It's making me want to do diving in open waters now, but that can only be done in a cage WHO CARES!!
Being in a cage and within touching distance of a great white or something would be an amazing feeling and just completely insane. Who wants to join me, underwater world or open waters.. either way come join me!!!
Resolutions for new year? hmm..
Finally find that special person and settle down, perhaps start a family.
Finally reach a body shape and size that i'm happy with and don't make myself think i'm still fat.
Don't let any negative thoughts/people affect me, just ignore them and enjoy life.
Deposit for a house
So bring on 2011 - A year full of happiness, positivity and just all round fun.
Thank you so much for the sweet comments you left me
Happy Holidays
As for the new years resolutions all great though you forgot to add visiting your fave pom preferably when its snowing....I know a man with a log cabin and a big rug hehe
Tg x
Ps can't wait to see that shark pics xx