mrdaft

I died inside today
Only seeing the agony real
I focus on the pain
it lets me feel
the spiral goes around
LP spinning sounds
try to drown it out
I barely remember it all
Whats transpired here?
There is no one around
Everyone I have known
wayside, laid barren
My empire smashed
left with nothing at all
I will smash you down
You're stabbing me hard
breaking my family crest
in the cage of blood
Filled by broken hearts.
I cannot repair
the pearl string of time,
in wine it vanishes.
I have become something else,
You were separated
from my singular existence.
You, bittersweet thing,
No one I have known.
Fading photographs,
You cant make it right
my memories lapsed.
No one left
none to hurt or let down
Ive earned the chance
in a land away
to keep to myself
a new man in a new way


on the plus side my horoscope for the day:
Major efforts will be needed, and you might be the go-to person for organizing them. If being in a leadership role hasn't occurred to you until now, get ready for all that to change. You have many more resources, both inner and outer, than you ever expected. So don't worry that you're not up to the challenge. Simply say yes and see what happens next. When the need is great, heaven and earth will both move to meet you.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh if onyl it were true...back to the grindstone I get...Sooooooooooo much more work to be done