Okay...so now in my third journal entry of the day....not like the rest really said anything special...well they really didn't
I am so confused, I am trying to be this better person, and i think that I am slowly becoming that person...but I have an internal issue that I am dealing with...I want to write to my exgf and say sorry...and not the things that went wrong in the relationship...but for the last email that we exchanged...I was very self-defensive...and it across as bitter and sarcastic(well the sarcasm was there...I am a very sarcastic person sometimes)....I just feel that I am stupid once again for wanting to be nice and kind to someone who hurt me...and in someways I think that she did it on purpose...I can't relaly post this thought anywhere but here, thus why it is being done.
I am so confused, I am trying to be this better person, and i think that I am slowly becoming that person...but I have an internal issue that I am dealing with...I want to write to my exgf and say sorry...and not the things that went wrong in the relationship...but for the last email that we exchanged...I was very self-defensive...and it across as bitter and sarcastic(well the sarcasm was there...I am a very sarcastic person sometimes)....I just feel that I am stupid once again for wanting to be nice and kind to someone who hurt me...and in someways I think that she did it on purpose...I can't relaly post this thought anywhere but here, thus why it is being done.
Hah! I don't sleep
But I've been concerned about my little puzzles group and don't want it to die. Hence the quickness of posting new puzzles. What concerns me is the huge number of lurkers... I don't want a mass exodus of bored people on my hands