mrdaft

Well, what to say...there is going tobe a major choice...actually change in my life soon. I don't know how I feel about it, I am excited on one hand and depressed on the other hand. I am not sure if it is the right move, but something is beckoning me to do it. So I feel that I must, all I can ask in someway that it works out for the best. I am still unsure on the whole thing. Confusing to whoever reads this, but alas that is the way it has to be. Anyways, this is more just me thinking outloud and trying to figure out my own confusion. I just don't want to make the move unless it is for me and no other reason. I have this guty feeling that it is the right move and that everything will work out...but sometimes even intuition can be wrong can't it? If I do this....what am I going to do for the first couple of months? I will have to figure that out. I have already started to research it and I think that it will work out....but one never knows anymore. For all I know I grow into complacency and just live it all out and get ulcers and die....who friggin knows anything really?