When i count the minutes that have passed
somedays i feel i am living them again
Days never seemed to end
We just laughed and played
We were silly and young
Now, my life has nothing to show
I think back to those days of my life
The rotten core had nothing for fuel
When I look in the mirror
there is nothing I care for
I would love to go back one more time
hindsight, foresight
perhaps it is better to go with the flow
forgetting those days of our lives
they are all gone now
only bits remain
I never thought I would change
I paid my dues in scars
Went through the trenches
I see only the nighttimes of life
The shadows crawl free
And at last I know what is true
A razor can cut only so deep
never hitting the real pain
and I look, I realize
I still really hate me
Other news: At least I don't hate you
A little good news, I have named one of the top 250 poets
of 2005
and
Now a member of the International Society of Poets
That deserved a double puke.
The stuff I post here is never my good stuff. I keep that locked away. Not that anyone really cares.
meh, I am a schmuck....
somedays i feel i am living them again
Days never seemed to end
We just laughed and played
We were silly and young
Now, my life has nothing to show
I think back to those days of my life
The rotten core had nothing for fuel
When I look in the mirror
there is nothing I care for
I would love to go back one more time
hindsight, foresight
perhaps it is better to go with the flow
forgetting those days of our lives
they are all gone now
only bits remain
I never thought I would change
I paid my dues in scars
Went through the trenches
I see only the nighttimes of life
The shadows crawl free
And at last I know what is true
A razor can cut only so deep
never hitting the real pain
and I look, I realize
I still really hate me
Other news: At least I don't hate you
A little good news, I have named one of the top 250 poets
of 2005
and
Now a member of the International Society of Poets
That deserved a double puke.
The stuff I post here is never my good stuff. I keep that locked away. Not that anyone really cares.
meh, I am a schmuck....
eh, we're all schmucks here....
and yup, i got that last Mindless Self Indulgence lp and their cover of Rush's "Tom Sawyer" is aces........i will def. be playing it at some point on my radio show!!