mrcrisp

i wrote out a long explanation for my departure. it disappeared. i lack the energy to recreate my original message. it's a pity, too, because the original message explained the situation so well.

basically, right now, i'm letting go of things. i'm destroying things. i'm breaking myself down. it's a process that i undergo at least twice a year, and i'm long overdue. the head will be shaved, almost everything i own will be sold or donated. until mid-december, i'm stuck in the same place, but i'm considering traveling after that.

lately i've been worrying about too many things, none of which require worry. lately i've been wanting to buy things i know i don't need. lately i've been getting in the way of my own aspirations. if i want it, it's gone. if i worry about it, it's gone. this is the time to remove all dependancies and luxuries.

as fun as it is, this site takes up too much of my time and energy. as convenient as it is, the internet as a whole does more harm than anything. it's nothing personal; i have a fondness for everyone i've befriended on this site, and i'm not considering breaking contact with any of you.

i'll be gone, but you should still be able to reach me through messages or instant messenger for now. i'm also looking for pen pals, the more the merrier. send me a message if you're up for this.

this has nothing to do with the recent drama.

i have no idea what else to say. i suppose more will come out in conversation later on, but i can't put it all into words right now. i have no guidlines to work from.

keep in touch. human interaction never killed anybody. oh wait, yes it has.