mrbrado

i fuckin hate relationship limbo, i um get back from victoria which was pretty fun, only to find out from my brother that my ex girlfriend still likes me, she blurted this out when she was drunk or sumthin so im inclined to belive and for some fucking reason im still horribly in love with her. I am pretty confused or weirded out cause she plays all cool in front of me and well i usally let it all hang out. by any means she said that we should start hanging out again when she gets back from her family camping trip. i just dont know if i should let this get in the way of possible action tomorrow and friday to be a bigger man or if i should fill certain primal urges. i guess im just disappointed in my self cause its been 5 months and i still want her so bad.........i swear im gonna marry that girl. oh yeah and work fuckin eats monkeys as well but iam moving out october first so i can start feeling like less of a loser.