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mr_ruckus

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Sunday Jun 20, 2004

Jun 20, 2004
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Somewhere in the mist of millenia
the Father chose me to be a father
HE led me to her
my missing part
the one that made me complete.
She who didn't open a door
just stood on the other side of it
smiling
open armed.

I became her
she I
and children
were brought forth.
the Trinity once again made flesh
See,Father Mother Child
is the Holy Trinity.

All one in the same
water ice vapor
came to a realization
I wasn't ever gonna be the same
accepted it
lived it
loved it.

She was called back to the Essence
of
us all.
Left to raise these seeds that we planted into the firmanent of this world
I understand what my father
told me know
that
"She chooses who will be the one."
I laughed it
off as a child.
As quoted in scripture
"when I was a child,I spake as a child,but now that I'm a man............"

My fatherhood is the height of and fruition of my manhood.
Not the biological act of
fathering
But the emotional and spiritual
physical impartation
of those
attributes
embedded in me
in the mists of those millenia
countless and endless upon numbers
by my Father
that I shout and praise
and give thanks for
this
Father's Day!

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Update:
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Was cleaning up the house and "Say yes" by Floetery came on my changer. I stopped sweeping up and just sat on the floor thinking about what I wrote earlier and knowing that I am the "one" she chose! Find love yall. Hold on to it like you would that last breath.Tell them.Edify them.Lift them up.Let you know every second of every minute of every day that you are soooooooo glad that they said;"YES!"
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
blackriver:
Hello there
Jun 21, 2004
cellosoul:
So beautiful and so true on so many levels. Thank you for writing it, Z-luv.

s
Jun 21, 2004

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