i need answers,
but the questions will offend.
the answers may not help though.
i am always angry from being constantly hurt. i am always sad from being constantly in emo pain. pain and anger. anger and pain. they are beginning to consume me. i used to be the naive happy kid from indiana. now, i am the jaded world traveler. i have seen too...
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but the questions will offend.
the answers may not help though.
i am always angry from being constantly hurt. i am always sad from being constantly in emo pain. pain and anger. anger and pain. they are beginning to consume me. i used to be the naive happy kid from indiana. now, i am the jaded world traveler. i have seen too...
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ok, had a good day yesterday
woke up in my usual depressed state.
went to walmart, yes they have them in korea, they are not the same, close, but different. went there with only a little bit of won, i am still tryin to pay bills that were not paid by the wife.
later went to pungyo, near seoul, hung out with a rad person...
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woke up in my usual depressed state.
went to walmart, yes they have them in korea, they are not the same, close, but different. went there with only a little bit of won, i am still tryin to pay bills that were not paid by the wife.
later went to pungyo, near seoul, hung out with a rad person...
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consuela:
come back! we will make you laugh again. fo shizzle.
ltrain:
Hey! I'm here dude. Where are ya? We need to talk. I think its about that time. I'm feeling a whirl-wind of emotion and I can't think straight. I'm all confuzzled. And from the looks of your journal, you're all depressed. Well hope to catch ya soon. I posted new pics of haydn. She's in glasses. 
Later.
Later.
today is a new day, i feel better, after leavin chat for a while. i know now what not to say, i know where i am as far as what i am allowed to do. only a peasant can understand a peasants plight. i used to wonder if change is possible, sometimes it is, sometimes it is not, no matter what the individual does.
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drstinkypants:
Right on.
I'm a fan of the hyrdrocodone. Its very mellow and relaxing.
Makes me feel like a normal person.
I'm a fan of the hyrdrocodone. Its very mellow and relaxing.
Makes me feel like a normal person.
mindger:
Wow dude... sounds like you're hurtin. Bummer.... have you tried throwing paint on people in the street? They might dig it... but most likely not. I always feel better if I pretend that I'm stabbing myself in the eye with a pen, and then open that eye and see "hey, i can still see with this eye! i must have super powers." Try that.
i am bitter.
i understand that it is wrong to be so.
no one is really cool. myself included.
it seems that i am grotesque. there can be no love without attraction of some sort. it was pointed out to me, that i am not allowed to be myself. i sincerely cared. i have baggage that i do not know how to rid myself of....
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i understand that it is wrong to be so.
no one is really cool. myself included.
it seems that i am grotesque. there can be no love without attraction of some sort. it was pointed out to me, that i am not allowed to be myself. i sincerely cared. i have baggage that i do not know how to rid myself of....
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consuela:
yi! we miss you! we'll definately have to toss you a party for your triumphant return.
and thanks for the sweet comments
and thanks for the sweet comments
drstinkypants:
i feel how you fell. but im guilty of the same thing everyone else is. membership to this site is a testament to that.
some people are the worker bees. some people have to be at the bottom of the social food chain. without peasants there can be no royalty. and so on
people like you and me built the pyramids
some people are the worker bees. some people have to be at the bottom of the social food chain. without peasants there can be no royalty. and so on
people like you and me built the pyramids
we may be done with the past, but the past ain't done with us.
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ovida:
As far as I'm concerned, "Hazzah!" is a jubilant exclamation 
raspberrygirl63379:
Amen to that.
Ok, I think I have realized in the last few moments, that I have nothing to say. A friend wrote me, a friend that I hadn't heard from in a while and I wrote back once. He wrote me again and asked if I was gonna write back. I had nothing to talk about, cept shop. And i realized that i have nothing to talk...
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polaris:
apparently my mail server is down... i'm going to have to try and fix it but use this other address polsaris@hotmail.com
the cock was a gift not sure if it is from kinderegg toy, it is too big to fit in one of those eggs i think. but i do have several of those eggs and i always throw away the chocolate because i just want the toy
the cock was a gift not sure if it is from kinderegg toy, it is too big to fit in one of those eggs i think. but i do have several of those eggs and i always throw away the chocolate because i just want the toy
fuckin locked out of my temporary barracks. fun, fun fun
phoebus:
Nah, I'm at Osan.
Project manager is more like a good way to explain to it to civilians. I'm an NCO in the USAF; usually I work with the Army, doing air strikes/parachuting, but for the past year I've been at a Fighter Squadron, teaching a few of their lieutenants how to work w/the Army in the field. Strange job, good people.
Anyways, no thanks on Smitty's. I've been there once, and that was one time too many.
Project manager is more like a good way to explain to it to civilians. I'm an NCO in the USAF; usually I work with the Army, doing air strikes/parachuting, but for the past year I've been at a Fighter Squadron, teaching a few of their lieutenants how to work w/the Army in the field. Strange job, good people.
Anyways, no thanks on Smitty's. I've been there once, and that was one time too many.
consuela:
dang, what happened?
and where are you on the planet rght now? you move around so much!
and where are you on the planet rght now? you move around so much!
ok, i find it interesting that my life is the most boring life on earth. i see people who i hope like me, people i like, people i hang out with. and they always tell me their story and they want to make it seem so horrible or tragic. i usually laugh inside, if they only knew the life i have been drifting through. i...
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polaris:
Curtis, email me your physical address over there I want to write to you.
pol@nevares.com
pol@nevares.com
phoebus:
I think I felt a lot like you at one point in my life.
Existence can be banal, or it can be what you make of it. I think it's great you've taken up some serious reading. I cannot understate how enriching knowledge can be for one's life, even if you never get a real opportunity to share it with anyone. This applies to arts, crafts, and trades, as well (if not more so than purely academic reading).
Supplement this with travel, and do this with your friends. Friendships are built on sharing moreso than anything else, and I believe that, if shared experiences make up the bulk of this, sharing experiences based on something new and fucking exciting will make that friendship an even stronger one.
Take care,
P.
Existence can be banal, or it can be what you make of it. I think it's great you've taken up some serious reading. I cannot understate how enriching knowledge can be for one's life, even if you never get a real opportunity to share it with anyone. This applies to arts, crafts, and trades, as well (if not more so than purely academic reading).
Supplement this with travel, and do this with your friends. Friendships are built on sharing moreso than anything else, and I believe that, if shared experiences make up the bulk of this, sharing experiences based on something new and fucking exciting will make that friendship an even stronger one.
Take care,
P.
hello sg world,
i have returned from my hibernation. i still need the internet in my room, damn internet cafes want gold to go online for like a few hours. it is me kludog. ok back to rebuildin my profile, addin friends back. etc. yeah i am a dumbass, i lost the info for my last account and couldnt start it again. oh well.
i have returned from my hibernation. i still need the internet in my room, damn internet cafes want gold to go online for like a few hours. it is me kludog. ok back to rebuildin my profile, addin friends back. etc. yeah i am a dumbass, i lost the info for my last account and couldnt start it again. oh well.
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one_good_eye7723:
Hey, you were born 3 days and three years before me???WOw!!!!
mr_peen:
update, i get the internet in my room around feb 18, hopefully. i cant wait!!! i will so call in sick for work, even though they will laugh at me.
I like to think of it like catharsis. Return home as a blank slate, and re-define yourself through your actions and by shearing off the relationships that have only dragged you down or made you feel badly.