mr_peen

Ugh, I my extreme hate is reserved for breaking up. I mean seriously! It is odd that my ex and i are more civil when she is leaving. she wrote to ask for money while we are goin through the divorce, i have to send her by law the amount she needs for housing. which is what i am doing. I hate being nice to someone who breaks my heart, but at the same time i feel good about it. maybe this will make her happier in the long run. maybe i will be happy someday, uhhh yeah right.
No happiness for the cursed.
On the brighter side, ...... uh yeah, i cant remember what is on the brighter side currently.
ya know how they say that you should never grocery shop when you are hungry, maybe i shouldnt journal write when i am sad.