Friday Mar 12, 2004

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maybe i love to be sad
maybe lonliness is all i know.
maybe i thrive on living like this
maybe i like my anger
maybe i feel justified in my hate
maybe i need a shrink
maybe i shouldnt give advise
maybe i could put everything into u.
i feel a total love for someone and at the same time, complete and unfixable pain for that someone. there have only been a few times in my life that i felt that i should not speak my mind, to refrain from talkin about my thoughts and feelings to someone, i had one of those moments, recently
hahahaha surreal
alyssum:
I was recently watching this movie that was talking about how chemicals effect people's vision of love. If someone associates past troubles with love, it can bring with it chemicals for pain. That struck me as interesting and rather bizarre.
So what is the most important thing you've given away, and the most extreme place you've been?

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