i need answers,
but the questions will offend.
the answers may not help though.
i am always angry from being constantly hurt. i am always sad from being constantly in emo pain. pain and anger. anger and pain. they are beginning to consume me. i used to be the naive happy kid from indiana. now, i am the jaded world traveler. i have seen too much. is there love? is it real?
or does it pass away when the fun ends.
i have been thinkin alot lately. what am i doing? i feel i am just occupyin space until the inevitable. i have no ambitions, no desire. i am numb, other then depression. am i nuts? probably. is marriage a civil right? is love a civil right? or is it a way to stake claim on possessions that two ppl acquire together. ugh. i have another year left here. everyone i hang with here is starting to leave. what a great way of life. completly unstable. i want to settle down. have friends in the same zip code. go to places where ppl know me. i cant wait to retire. saw 50 first dates, it is pretty cute. i love drew. heh
i try to be like adam sandler, but i guess when i say clever lines, they either come out wrong, or i am too ugly to deliver them.
oh why cant i be what you need?
a new improved version of me.
but the questions will offend.
the answers may not help though.
i am always angry from being constantly hurt. i am always sad from being constantly in emo pain. pain and anger. anger and pain. they are beginning to consume me. i used to be the naive happy kid from indiana. now, i am the jaded world traveler. i have seen too much. is there love? is it real?
or does it pass away when the fun ends.
i have been thinkin alot lately. what am i doing? i feel i am just occupyin space until the inevitable. i have no ambitions, no desire. i am numb, other then depression. am i nuts? probably. is marriage a civil right? is love a civil right? or is it a way to stake claim on possessions that two ppl acquire together. ugh. i have another year left here. everyone i hang with here is starting to leave. what a great way of life. completly unstable. i want to settle down. have friends in the same zip code. go to places where ppl know me. i cant wait to retire. saw 50 first dates, it is pretty cute. i love drew. heh
i try to be like adam sandler, but i guess when i say clever lines, they either come out wrong, or i am too ugly to deliver them.
oh why cant i be what you need?
a new improved version of me.
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I like to think of it like catharsis. Return home as a blank slate, and re-define yourself through your actions and by shearing off the relationships that have only dragged you down or made you feel badly.