mr_peen

today is a new day, i feel better, after leavin chat for a while. i know now what not to say, i know where i am as far as what i am allowed to do. only a peasant can understand a peasants plight. i used to wonder if change is possible, sometimes it is, sometimes it is not, no matter what the individual does.
all i know is i am at the bottom of the chain, and i am gonna say fuck it, so be it. i am gonna start to party and get fuckin lit all the time. escapism is wonderful. i need all the drugs, booze and evil shit in life, hell yeah, i will not go quietly into the dark night.