well school has been keeping me busy. Soon I will be free for a little over a month. Been dating so much too, or trying to. People are such flakes some times. I must admit due to recent insomnia I even flaked once and I felt terrible about it. Though the plans were never solidified I had agreed to a meeting and I ended up passing out for five hours instead. Though I was never called or reminded about it I appologised. It is rare for me to ever break any plans. It is sad that with all this dating almost one thing has been a for sure with the women I am finding. They all recently (being a year or less from what I understand) have gotten out of long term relationships (two years plus most three or more). They all advertise themselves online on personals sites as seeking some one. Then once they find people they like they suddenly freak out and cannot deside what they want. They will sleep with you and hang out once or twice, but if you ever bring up the issue they get all wierded out and then stop calling you or somthing for a few days. That is followed by an eventual all I want to be is friends right now. Then they either still want the sex or don't that is not the big issue.
For years as a young man I was always told stories of men with a fear to commit, but I seem to have discoverd that it is somthing that happens on both sides of the relationship. If some one wants a friends with benifits thing that is cool and they should say that, but if they want more that is cool and they should say that, but when you say one, do the other and end up not knowing what you want all you do is mess with the person who is there for you.
Far be if from me to complain. I mean I have had fun with women that I would have considered out of my ballpark and even had what one might consider a short term relationship with a couple.
Idealy I want some one for a long term relationship and most women claim to want the same thing. None of them ever seem to dislike me or not want to be with me any more due to somthing I have done at least in thier words, but they cannot seem to choose what they want or when they want it. Dating right now sucks. I remember when I was a teenager all I wanted was sex and a partner second, but now the partner is what I want. It also seems that I never get what I am looking for hehe I had my longest relationships as a teenager and now I cannot seen to find a girl who wants anything to last more than three weeks.
Ok I am done rating for now, plus I am expecting a guest. Wish me luck
For years as a young man I was always told stories of men with a fear to commit, but I seem to have discoverd that it is somthing that happens on both sides of the relationship. If some one wants a friends with benifits thing that is cool and they should say that, but if they want more that is cool and they should say that, but when you say one, do the other and end up not knowing what you want all you do is mess with the person who is there for you.
Far be if from me to complain. I mean I have had fun with women that I would have considered out of my ballpark and even had what one might consider a short term relationship with a couple.
Idealy I want some one for a long term relationship and most women claim to want the same thing. None of them ever seem to dislike me or not want to be with me any more due to somthing I have done at least in thier words, but they cannot seem to choose what they want or when they want it. Dating right now sucks. I remember when I was a teenager all I wanted was sex and a partner second, but now the partner is what I want. It also seems that I never get what I am looking for hehe I had my longest relationships as a teenager and now I cannot seen to find a girl who wants anything to last more than three weeks.
Ok I am done rating for now, plus I am expecting a guest. Wish me luck