mr_maxiebond

past few days:well i had an ex free day for the 1st time in 2 months i saw a guy i punched out a few months ago n told him i was sorry i spent one night with a new girl n thats going no where im waking up tomorrow to go to work with a mighty hang over n im just gonna tell my self"hey its a new day.....have fun!!!"...i feel like a much happier person at the moment but still wish i could have been this person 8 months ago cuz i know i would have one of these on my face if i was but fuck hey life experiance i have to learn from n hert n smile about i think my biggest prob is i forget i have done this before n that it feels new to me each time.i think its just hard becuase each time it happens i feel it could be my last chance of meeting some one i click with.3 in 8 years aint bad but 1 that was real that i fucked up is bad.o wells time to get back in the game there aint nutten i can do about it know n danm ive tried n it herts to much to try harder.