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Happy New Year!

A sober vacation it was not, but isn't that the point of the holidays? It never fails to amuse me to see certain members of my family getting smashed with Mssrs. Remy and Hennessey over the course of a long dinner(I've even added a new picture of me poor self the day after Christmas).
Do you know that final scene from For...
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mauzer:
#2....Hahahahahahaha
ampersand:
I am a private dancer, except generally there isn't any money involved.

Your list is much cooler than mine, and certainly far more achievable. I hate to think how many resolutions I've broken within the first week of the year. Probably most of them.

I think we're all looking forward to a better year this year. I do hope that you get yours my friend.
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Oh suffer the little children...I fear that I'm slowly evolving into that weird crazy relative at family gatherings. Down
in the southbay Sat. nite and consumed too much egg nog and brandy and wine(deadly combination); sneaking off to have a cig in the cos' driveway only to come back inside and have the little one's complain that I smell yucky and then tell me that...
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datsun:
Merry Christmas! smile
mauzer:
Merry christmas. Someday you will turn from crazy to cool uncle. Just wait until they hit puberty.
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Hrmph. Self-medicating your problems away with excessive
drinking is a one way ticket to unwellness. Lucky for me, I am a very jovial drunk and more inclined to meeting new people this way, so perhaps I'll make a few new friends before sobriety rears it's pesky head again.

I ran into the girl who claimed that I "shredded her heart
with cognative dissonance" at an...
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datsun:
Thanks for the good wishes.

I'm somewhat of an apathetic revolutionary myself. Maybe we could phone one in. smile
datsun:
Happy holidays to you. biggrin
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Hullo!

Helluva week. Apparently, I am in dire need of an attitude correction at work or so says my director.

Door to office closes. Words are exchanged in delicate tones. Hands start to sweat and she begins a long winded
exposition of how I need to be more supportive of team decisions and less combative. I'm listening to this when suddenly there it is: a...
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datsun:
remember: no job is good if you are counting the minutes until you get out of there.

where in Japan?
mistyfly:
hey, thanks for the welcoming comments...what is your job all about? i work in an office as well and the politics really get to me. except i don't get paid a hellofalot...but i did make a fool of myself at the staff xmas party in a way that makes all the men smirk and all the girls scoff, so i'm in a weird place--what can you do though when your staff xmas party happens to be a 3 day bash in an all inclusive resort in the Dominican republic? no one mentioned anything to me when we got back and i was rather relieved, until yesterday...hmm people are talking--i blame 1) all the banana mama's (wicked drink) 2) 7 vodka shots in 30mins 3) she started it!! blush
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Stuck at home tonight because I'm nearly immobile due to the
pummeling I took playing soccer the other evening.

My friend and I take to the field thinking a "friendly" game is in store(all we see is some faculty and students from a local university). Well, appearances are fucking deceiving as I was kicked twice in the leg by a math professor who appeared to...
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brocklee:
my brothah..sorry about the soccer hooliganism...

listen to : THE JAM...
they will help you feel better

oh and happy

lets take over this foreign land whom already belonged to the indigenous and spread not only disease and forced religious beliefs ..then rob them of everything an push them out to reservations..jump foward a couple of years ..watch them become successfull with their casinos .rob them some more by trying to tax the hell outta these injuns..lol

cheers

brocklee:
her and iare still still friends ..we actually went out on a date sunday night and got to know each other a bit more.....talk about good times...her boyfriend is gone for the week so you know how that goes..
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Tip for fighting the flu: sleep and more sleep following by regular servings of steak+eggs(need protein), Camels(Turkish Golds at the moment-quite tasty), loads of hot sake and words like these from E.E Cummings:

Let it go-the
smashed word broken
open vow or
the oath cracked length
wise-let it go it
was sworn to
go

let them go-the
truthful liars and
the false fair friends
and...
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brocklee:
bro..its what ive been doin for the past 3 days..rest rest and more rest...today ive finally been able to keep my food in so it was nothing but PRO TEIN overload for breakfast...i hope it stays in ..i need to get back into work..
killermike:
woooord! thats deep....no really.
i love steak and eggs......the best frigging breackfast i can get.

get well soon homs
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The languor of Youth-how unique and quintessential it is! How quickly, how irrecoverably, lost! The zest, the generous affections, the illusions, the despair, all the traditional attributes of Youth-all save this-come and go with us through life; again and again in riper years we experience, under a new stimulus, what we thought had been finally left behind, the authentic impulse to action, the renewal of...
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montyclift:
I haven't actually been to Monty's grave but I have been to Edie Sedgwick's grave at Oakhill Cemetry near Santa Barbera, Edie being my other obsession. As for the LiT story. It has very special sigificance for my me and my, erm, friend in LA. I am married, you see, and she and I have had a very special long distance relationship for the past three years. I am unable to see her at the moment and am pining for her!
ampersand:
definately not looking to jump into anything too soon. very much still testing the waters socially.

and while i'm here, let's talk about 'alarming regularity'. i totally get that. for instance, tomorrow night i was planning on going to see some bands on my own, and somehow i invited the ex along! i can't even remember how it happened!

and yeah... those hilton sisters. it's depressing, but try not to let it get you down. they'll either fall of the earth or catch some disease from some ex-boyband wanna-be and develop strange growths and spend the rest of their days indoors so we won't have to look at them so much...

[Edited on Nov 18, 2004 9:39AM]
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Shit. What a fucking crap 24 hours. I woke up after having some nightmare about spiders on my face and now I'm going to tell you about it. I would like to sleep NOW.

Do you like rambling, discursive journal entries? I love 'em.

What is "back fat"? Not that I'm fat(I'm actually very fit-at least to the human eye), but I am unnervingly aware...
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ampersand:
Yup. I got the pilot. dvd compare is your friend. ended up getting the UK version!

sometimes I wish I could be a little more rambling and discursive. good work my friend!

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So this girl I was seeing writes a painfully obtuse letter to me saying that I "shredded her heart with dissonance". The fact that someone could write such a thing and mean it strikes
me to the bone. Perhaps I need to take some time off from the dating circuit; I am clearly suffering from some sort of mating retrogression.
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Thursday
October 21, 2004

Back at work today and I have to say that a little r&R goes a long way towards restoring one's sanity and faith in the goodness of life.

My Yankees crapped a big one last night-'nuff said.

I've made my first friend here on SG! Thanks KillerMike!

I miss the intimacy that a good, long-term relationship brings but rather than be...
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ampersand:
writing is getting me through too, although need a lot of motivation to read... I enjoy it when I'm doing it, it's just starting... and finishing... and all the stuff in between.

people tend to be made of their memories. we're all just results of our experiences. the trick is trying not to make yourself out of bad experiences. sometimes it's hard, but you can do it. remember the good times, cause they will always be there.

welcome to SG friend

[Edited on Oct 23, 2004 11:22AM]
girl303:
welcome to the shit world of dating. it blows. biggrin