For today, I printed out flyers for Not One Damn Dime Day. I know I have freedom of speech, but I still need to ask anyway because I'm insecure about things like this: I have two flyers almost printed, so I can put them on the inside windows of my car. That is NOT illegal, and therefore, I cannot get into any trouble. Right?...
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Nothing like a nap at noon that lasts 4 hours. 
Especially when you wanted to go see a movie around 3 so you could get the cheap matinee cost. No way am I paying $8.75 or whatever it's at now for tonight. Today is the start of my five day weekend. I slept, and now I'm on here. For a few minutes there, I couldn't...
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Especially when you wanted to go see a movie around 3 so you could get the cheap matinee cost. No way am I paying $8.75 or whatever it's at now for tonight. Today is the start of my five day weekend. I slept, and now I'm on here. For a few minutes there, I couldn't... Read More
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joshof13thfloor:
Y'know, i've been called a lot of names since becoming a pro wrestler but "cute and adorable" sure as Hell isn't the sort of thing i'm use to, lol.
Although, some woman in the crowd during our last show said I had a nice butt, then again I think she was trying to be cruel.
-Josh
Although, some woman in the crowd during our last show said I had a nice butt, then again I think she was trying to be cruel.
-Josh
sebilrazen:
What movie were you going to see?
I have milk all over my lap. I need to not be so messy when I eat. 
Anyone ever have those small cinnamon graham crackers, whatever they're called? About the legnth of a pinky and as wide as a thumb. With cinnamon on the top. I had the box here, and a small cup of milk between my legs (I had to hold it somehow...
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Anyone ever have those small cinnamon graham crackers, whatever they're called? About the legnth of a pinky and as wide as a thumb. With cinnamon on the top. I had the box here, and a small cup of milk between my legs (I had to hold it somehow... Read More
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joshof13thfloor:
Yes, Icy/Hot does go from one extreme to the other very quickly, that was probably the worst part about it too because I was all like, "ahhhhh...muh boys are nice and cool...", and then it was all horror flick, "AaAaAaHHHHHHH!!! MUH BOYS ARE FRYIN'!!!", lol. 
Getting use to dealing with wierd situations is a good thing IMHO because that way you'll never be caught off guard.
You could join my regional group, not that it would do you any good since you don't live anywhere near here. That and we're really boring. Really boring.
I've still got my original NES and the Mario/Duck Hunt game and the gun, if I could i'd let you play it.
-Josh
Getting use to dealing with wierd situations is a good thing IMHO because that way you'll never be caught off guard.
You could join my regional group, not that it would do you any good since you don't live anywhere near here. That and we're really boring. Really boring.
I've still got my original NES and the Mario/Duck Hunt game and the gun, if I could i'd let you play it.
-Josh
sen:
I'm a big dork. Meh.
I..just ate an entire 12 in sub in 20 minutes, 
If I can do that, then why the fuck am I so small and skinny? (yay metabolism 
) I'm getting angry at people that tell me to shut up because I'm skinny, or to stop being anorexic, or that if I finally ate something, I might GROW. Well, god, maybe I haven't grown in years...
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If I can do that, then why the fuck am I so small and skinny? (yay metabolism ) I'm getting angry at people that tell me to shut up because I'm skinny, or to stop being anorexic, or that if I finally ate something, I might GROW. Well, god, maybe I haven't grown in years... Read More
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contraband20:
i saw the band Chimaira in your profile and knew i had to say sup? they just fucking kick ass! so any way ya im going to bed. hope to chat with ya later
psychotronic:
That is a lot of hiccups. Have you tried eating more slowly?
We all woke this morning with some unkown gloom in the air. I have yet to figure out what it is. It is still lurking, but not as potent.
The parents have people over for dinner/meaningless sports games. So, our family room is occupied and the tv is loud, and here I am, infront of the computer, door closed, surfing the web because I'm such...
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The parents have people over for dinner/meaningless sports games. So, our family room is occupied and the tv is loud, and here I am, infront of the computer, door closed, surfing the web because I'm such...
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altoid:
Well, just to be sure you could tell me what your wish list name is, and I could then look at it and then send you the address back that you could post. But I think it will be cool just to post the one you can see while you're signed in. If not, I'll look at it later and tell you if it's editible or anything. 
Alright...I'm off to read an actual book! Talk to you later....
Alright...I'm off to read an actual book! Talk to you later....
joshof13thfloor:
I would so come have a slumber party with you if I could, but then, what's wrong with the notion of masturbating your fucking brains out?
Barring actually getting laid, it's what i'd do.
-Josh
Barring actually getting laid, it's what i'd do.
-Josh
Around 2 this morning, my parents stumbled into the house, drunk. Their ruckus woke me up. Across the entire house. With my door closed. I had gone to bed at 11, so I could get nice, uninterrupted sleep until 7, when my alarm goes off on weekend mornings. So, at 2 am, a confused little me puts on her bathrobe, and stumbles her own way...
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psychotronic:
I have not seen Drawn Together. That would require cable, and I'm not about to pay for cable. It seems like a neat idea for a show, though. I'll check it out if they release a DVD. It does combine my love for cartoons with my hatred for reality shows.
I will say this about your journal entry: Sleeping under the coffee table is a rocking good thing.
I will say this about your journal entry: Sleeping under the coffee table is a rocking good thing.
I can be such a jerkass to myself sometimes. After the sudden panic hit me, I can finally laugh about it now because until I hear from other people, there is nothing I can do about this situation. See, this morning, I forgot to put on my new birth control patch. Tonight, I remembered, no biggie, it's still friday. Come to realize the open and...
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array:
Hey, it's just my opinion, but if they are intimidated by you, then it just wouldn't work out anyways. Finding cool people isn't easy.
psychotronic:
It's nice that no matter how silly or inane my question is, you'll write me a serious reply. 
Was it the Milwaukee Art Museum you went to? I looked up the installation piece you saw, but I couldn't find a picture of it. Of course, they don't have photos of everything, and it's hard to take a picture of something where the room is part of the artwork.
My father is an artist, so I got dragged around to all sorts of interesting galleries when I was little. It's interesting to see what people are drawn to.
The one you described reminds me a little of something I saw last year at Consolidated Works here in Seattle. A little room, painted black, with a mattress on the floor between two standing waist-high pale blue light sources the length of the mattress. You lie down on the mattress, which was a weird combination of traditional mattress and water bed, and listen to the droning sounds coming from speakers underneath you, and let the dull blue light wash over you. Within seconds, it felt like I was out of my body and floating in Limbo. Like capital "L" Limbo, where the dead babies go. Even though I had never imagined what Limbo might be like before.
I dig that.
Was it the Milwaukee Art Museum you went to? I looked up the installation piece you saw, but I couldn't find a picture of it. Of course, they don't have photos of everything, and it's hard to take a picture of something where the room is part of the artwork.
My father is an artist, so I got dragged around to all sorts of interesting galleries when I was little. It's interesting to see what people are drawn to.
The one you described reminds me a little of something I saw last year at Consolidated Works here in Seattle. A little room, painted black, with a mattress on the floor between two standing waist-high pale blue light sources the length of the mattress. You lie down on the mattress, which was a weird combination of traditional mattress and water bed, and listen to the droning sounds coming from speakers underneath you, and let the dull blue light wash over you. Within seconds, it felt like I was out of my body and floating in Limbo. Like capital "L" Limbo, where the dead babies go. Even though I had never imagined what Limbo might be like before.
I dig that.
O, so sleepy, so sleepy. I suppose I can only stay up so late so many nights in a row before my body decides to sleep when I'm not exactly wanting to do so. Sometime, I'd like to be in bed by 10 in the PM, but seeing as I'm more of a nocturnal creature..that's just not happening. For example, it's 11:08 PM and I...
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psychotronic:
Thank god her fingers are finally too stiff to move at super speeds.
Wait, did I say that out loud?
I have a couple of random thoughts/comments. If you figure out what that taste in your mouth when you wake up is called, will you tell me? I've been calling it "Affertham." Did you see anything at the museum you particularly liked? Is it possible that you got a chicken salad sandwich? I am disheartened that you all remembered your first time in inches.
Wait, did I say that out loud?
I have a couple of random thoughts/comments. If you figure out what that taste in your mouth when you wake up is called, will you tell me? I've been calling it "Affertham." Did you see anything at the museum you particularly liked? Is it possible that you got a chicken salad sandwich? I am disheartened that you all remembered your first time in inches.
oracle:
um ya, I would consider tuna sea food
Sorry about springing that last entry on you all like a beaver trap. I just get into these ruts every so often that die away within a few days or so. Then I'm all better . But it happens and cannot be helped.
Today, a magazine came in the mail. Wisconsin Outdoors or something. My mother let me use her credit card, and I ordered...
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. But it happens and cannot be helped.
Today, a magazine came in the mail. Wisconsin Outdoors or something. My mother let me use her credit card, and I ordered...
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joshof13thfloor:
You're still in high school?!?
Mother of God, no wonder you're so emotional. I think you'll see that life will improve for you a lot once you get out. I know it did for me.
And what the fuck is a hobby? There are things we do in life because we have to and then there's the stuff we do because we want to do them and those are the things that really count as far as i'm concerned. Hobby, pffft.
Good luck with all things dad related, your relationship with him reminds me of me and my mom. The stupid bitch, lol.
-Josh
Mother of God, no wonder you're so emotional. I think you'll see that life will improve for you a lot once you get out. I know it did for me.
And what the fuck is a hobby? There are things we do in life because we have to and then there's the stuff we do because we want to do them and those are the things that really count as far as i'm concerned. Hobby, pffft.
Good luck with all things dad related, your relationship with him reminds me of me and my mom. The stupid bitch, lol.
-Josh
altoid:
I got a magazine subscription for my dad for xmas too: Scientific American. I don't know how I came across your journal, but I've been much enthralled by it. Hope you continue to get re-cocky-ed....
Hope you continue to get re-cocky-ed.... The waking-up depression has settled deep within me for the day. It's been awhile since it's gotten this far. Alot of the time, it's not noticable that something sad and lonely also resides within this body, and whichever words I choose to say could hide it completely, but I can never fully ignore it, or set it aside. I can thrive in my happy states...
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doctorspooky:
Try Amazon dot com they have a pretty decent selection of LEXX DVDs.
You're pretty wordy with the journal entries, but I like it even if it is a bit depressing. Doesn't anything really good or exciting happen for you? I find that if you dwell on the negative too much it just gets you down.
You're pretty wordy with the journal entries, but I like it even if it is a bit depressing. Doesn't anything really good or exciting happen for you? I find that if you dwell on the negative too much it just gets you down.
And I want pics now! No, scratch that, I want them like, five minutes ago! SNAP-SNAP! CHOP-CHOP!
And i'm not sure but i'm thinking that if I ever do answer that question about a bears nuts then I won't be coming back with any answers for you, or anyone else for that matter.
-Josh