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moya

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Friday Sep 23, 2005

Sep 23, 2005
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I wasn't sure how I wanted to do this, so I held it off all day. I could either just make an entry like I normally do and pretend that nothing is wrong, or I could vent it all out here and delete it in an hour after feeling bad that I just dumped it all out. Or I could just not lie, say something is wrong, but I don't want to get into the details.

I'll do that last one:
Something is wrong and it's a big struggle for me. I don't even want to think about it because I feel misled, very disgusted, humiliated, and disappointed, with myself.

I'm taking a break from here for a bit, and putting my focus into..I don't know. I assure you this issue has absolutely nothing to do with school.

I wish you all well, and I will be back to update when it feels alright. I'm not sure if I'm going to be reading and commenting, we shall see.
Talk to you all later. smile
VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
niobe:
You are in my thoughts today. Hope you are doing well. kiss
Oct 3, 2005
codemonkeym:
Luckily my family are helping me cope. smile
Oct 4, 2005

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