moya

Fuck this shit.
I am infuriated.

(Will update more later.)

Update:

I should have written down all my thoughts because they seemed perfect when they flew across my brain. And now, there's nothing, and I can keep re-writing things over and over again and they won't sound as good as they should have.

I'm fighting losing battles with certain things and certain people, and it's time I learn to let them go instead of holding on, because the shame, guilt, and feeling of being the one at fault/to blame are some things I do not need nor deserve. And those are the only things I'm feeling right now.

But, I will be fine, it is all just a learning process. Thanks everyone.