moya

Finally! Before:


During bleaching process: This is my second bleaching tonight, the first one we fucked up terribly and ran out, so we had to use clairol 'intense bleach blonding'.. And here it is, still in my hair. I'm unsure of how long it has been in my hair, but..maybe a few more minutes couldn't hurt... After the first round, my hair felt like straw. We hope it doesn't fall out this time..




It looks alot more even than after the first try. My left side was 'okay', and the other one was still looking normal. So after some tears and freaking out, we decided to use the other stuff. Because I refused to go out in public until we fixed the problem. So, here I sit. I forgot to time how long this has been in my hair.. Has to be atleast a bit over an hour now.. I should go wash it out, perhaps. If this stuff does NOT work, we're going to be pissed. We, as in my mother and I. We will be quite..quite angry.

I really do think I look great with lighter hair.. I can't wait for it to be greeeeen!

Sleeping last night didn't work out. I did get about seven hours or so, but I woke up so tired in every way. By noon, work, I had difficulty standing. I ended up begging for the option (to leave) so at 4:30, I came home. Sat on here, talked to someone, and around 5:20, took my nap, in an effort to switch back to my normal sleeping schedule. I had 3 hours of sleep (I answered phone calls.. I don't remember the conversations I had with these people, nonetheless, I'm told I did answer and talk.. ), and woke up feeling so fricken awesome. I think it's a sign to go back to my original sleep habit. This going to bed at 11 or 12, waking up at 6, and no sleeping at any other time is too much of a killer. Two 4-hour or so naps work fine.

Yay for having energy again. I have yet to figure out what's wrong with my breathing, and why every so often, my breathe catches in my chest, or lack of (of air). I probably ate some raw eggs at one point in time, trying to cook crepes or scrambled eggs..and now.. Oh, just the thought of it makes me want to run and scream and cry. Worms. But I doubt that's the problem.

I ordered stuff off of amazon tonight, while I was freaking out about my first bleaching job. I was crying, and talking to my dear friend, and so, I pulled out my debit card, and bought two movies.


I made sure, and paid extra, so they'd arrive on monday, when I know I'll be home, and no one can see that I bought something called 'Kama Sutra' and freak out. I was going for friday, because I am so eager to see these movies again, but it would have been $14 shipping! So I only paid $7.50 instead for monday. Because I'm not actually handing away dollar bills, it was easier to click the 'submit' button. When I went to the gas station to pay for gas, I kind of played tug-of-war with the cashier. It's so hard to hand away the twenty dollar bill in your hand for something as stupid as gas.

Well, I think I might go wash my hair out. I'm disappointed it didn't turn out white-like, like I had been told. White hair for a day wouldn't be bad. No, not like an old woman white, but..Well, you know.

Will I sleep good tonight? Besides the dreams, I think it'll be a good rest.