Somehow I managed to see the future. At the start of this week, I started writing a list of decent or positive things that have happened or will happen so that on my thursday (today) update, I'll have good things to write about despite the absolutely shitty, angry, frusterated mood I just knew I'd be in by this time. I've got six things listed and I know that I did forget one or two things, but I think they were complaints anyway.
Overall, our (as in my family and I) bank, which is actually a small, local credit union, is an okay place. They do sometimes makes accidents with my numbers, but they have neat events every so often for their members. On September 27th, they are having a FREE event at the Milwaukee Zoo. At 5 pm is a dinner on a terrace, with some raffle prizes and drinks, and then we get free roam of the zoo after that. Granted it's after hours so a few things won't be available but it's free admission to the zoo and there won't be too many assholes, whiny kids, etc.. walking around. My mother and I each RSVPed and are awaiting our tickets, passes, maps, and schedules. Ladies night out because of course my father is just *too tired* to do this with us. Anyway, I haven't been there in years. Last time was when my cousin (who is now a freshman at college) and her sister (other cousin, yea, duh) were about 13 and 9 or so and visiting my grandma for a week. We saw a monkey wanking off and my grandma was either embarressed or tried to cover up by telling us that it was playing with its belly button. It was quite a big belly button!
September 27th is also the study abroad fair so I will be attending that. I hope. I might not actually have time..
Why do they plan these things when kids have class? It runs ONE day from 9 am to 2 pm. I have class all day til 1:45 and there is no way I can get my ass over to the Union in less than ten minutes. This really sucks, I just realized I won't be able to attend it. Nevermind. Fuck.
I attended a job fair on campus yesterday for other campus jobs. But everything about that is negative, but atleast I went.
After I finish this, I will be redoing my budget with my financial aid issue. I think I might know where I screwed up, but if I did indeed screw up and I took out the amount of money only needed, I will not be studying abroad after all. In one way, I hope I didn't fuck up so that I did fuck up.
Make sense? I suppose that one ends negatively, too.
I have the word 'breakfast' written down. I'm not sure why, it wasn't too great, the food made me gag and want to throw up.
Sorry, that was a bad one as well.
I'm going to be taking a 300 level class offered to junior+ students, but since I'm so damn good the instructor is letting me in. I start monday and I'm really bugging over it because I missed the introduction to the class. I'm a bit anal about missing any class whatsoever and I've already missed one period of that one if I do join. I hate myself for this and NO I will not let it go. My perfect "I've never missed a class yet" deal is totally shot now. That was a bad one, too, damn.
Since I'm ready to just burst with everything that sucks, I'm going to stop now. Hope everyone else is doing well.
Oh. A cute guy did comment to me about my socks (green with multicolor vertical stripes) today before a class. Then I got dumb and had no idea how to keep the conversation going even though I prayed to whatever is out there that I could say something to keep it going. Nothing came to mind.
Overall, our (as in my family and I) bank, which is actually a small, local credit union, is an okay place. They do sometimes makes accidents with my numbers, but they have neat events every so often for their members. On September 27th, they are having a FREE event at the Milwaukee Zoo. At 5 pm is a dinner on a terrace, with some raffle prizes and drinks, and then we get free roam of the zoo after that. Granted it's after hours so a few things won't be available but it's free admission to the zoo and there won't be too many assholes, whiny kids, etc.. walking around. My mother and I each RSVPed and are awaiting our tickets, passes, maps, and schedules. Ladies night out because of course my father is just *too tired* to do this with us. Anyway, I haven't been there in years. Last time was when my cousin (who is now a freshman at college) and her sister (other cousin, yea, duh) were about 13 and 9 or so and visiting my grandma for a week. We saw a monkey wanking off and my grandma was either embarressed or tried to cover up by telling us that it was playing with its belly button. It was quite a big belly button!
September 27th is also the study abroad fair so I will be attending that. I hope. I might not actually have time..
Why do they plan these things when kids have class? It runs ONE day from 9 am to 2 pm. I have class all day til 1:45 and there is no way I can get my ass over to the Union in less than ten minutes. This really sucks, I just realized I won't be able to attend it. Nevermind. Fuck.I attended a job fair on campus yesterday for other campus jobs. But everything about that is negative, but atleast I went.
After I finish this, I will be redoing my budget with my financial aid issue. I think I might know where I screwed up, but if I did indeed screw up and I took out the amount of money only needed, I will not be studying abroad after all. In one way, I hope I didn't fuck up so that I did fuck up.
Make sense? I suppose that one ends negatively, too.I have the word 'breakfast' written down. I'm not sure why, it wasn't too great, the food made me gag and want to throw up.
Sorry, that was a bad one as well. I'm going to be taking a 300 level class offered to junior+ students, but since I'm so damn good the instructor is letting me in. I start monday and I'm really bugging over it because I missed the introduction to the class. I'm a bit anal about missing any class whatsoever and I've already missed one period of that one if I do join. I hate myself for this and NO I will not let it go. My perfect "I've never missed a class yet" deal is totally shot now. That was a bad one, too, damn.
Since I'm ready to just burst with everything that sucks, I'm going to stop now. Hope everyone else is doing well.
Oh. A cute guy did comment to me about my socks (green with multicolor vertical stripes) today before a class. Then I got dumb and had no idea how to keep the conversation going even though I prayed to whatever is out there that I could say something to keep it going. Nothing came to mind.
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I'm usually one to follow my gut instinct too. In the past when it says "run" I ran. When I ignored it, it became something I ended up regretting. Right now it's telling me to quit. It's my own stubborness and guilt that I invested so much time and money to get this far that keeping me in there... but the quitting side is slowing winning the fight.
The zoo trip sounds cool. I haven't been to a zoo in a long time.
Sorry to hear about your plans to study abroad falling through.
Keep looking for the new job thing. I'm sure you'll find something that you can work around your school schedule and bring in some extra cash.
That's cool about the upper level class.
Well, maybe you'll bump into that guy again and you'll be able to start up a conversation... or maybe he will.