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As of 2 AM sunday morning, I was alone, with my sisters car and keys, free to go anywhere that I wanted. Full tank of gas, functioning heater, clothes and stuff packed in the backseat..All to myself. "Where should I go?!?!" I asked myself.
I was home by 3 am. I was such a party pooper. Then again, there's nothing to do in Milwaukee at that hour.

Saturday, after that entry, I ended up doing my hair. After starting, Dingoes8 informed me of this Vegan Punk Rock Show going on in the Union Ballroom, and we ended up meeting up at about 7:30. Um..I was a bit disturbed by the videos of the slaughtering and testing and such of animals. I don't know how people can be so cruel. I left feeling a bit queasy in the stomach, and upset (not angry).. I left at about 9:30 because I was my sisters sober chauffer, we were both supposed to go home, me driving.

After many phone calls and waiting in my empty and boring dorm room for ever with nothing to do, she ended up calling back at 1:30 am telling me she wasn't going home with me after all, but she'll come give me the car keys anyway. And she had broken up with Chris because he 'was being an asshole'. She's done that how many times now.

Anyway, she went home with two of her other guy friends, after they had driven her here to drop off her car keys.. I haven't driven a car in how long.. Not to mention it was snowing on my way home. I'm sure I drove like a grandma.

My reasoning for coming home was so I could have free time with the camera..all to myself..as I think I told a few of you. I walked in the door and it was as cold inside as it was outside. So, I regret to inform you all, there are no 'fun pictures' this time around.
It was so cold I think I would have died if I took my shirt off. I had already been running around in a beater, and I couldn't stop my teeth from chattering when I had to pee. Porcelain toilets suck in winter..

So I did goof around and take pictures for about an hour, then uploaded them and resized them. I ended up talking to DurinPunk til 5 am, who then went to bed. I finished my shit, and around 5:30 am, my saturday night ended when I crawled into bed.. And woke up at 8, forgetting to turn the alarm on my phone off.
But god how I do miss staying up til the wee hours of the morning having something fun to do..

Sunday, I laid around all day with the folks. My father fell asleep on the couch while I took pictures all. day. long. of the cat and I (you can tell by the lighting which ones were taken during the night and then during the next day). I took a picture of my father sleeping, but he looks like a dead man, with his hands crossed over his chest and everything, so I won't post that..

I took pictures on the webcam, but forget to send those to this computer.. Unfortunately, you'll all have to wait about another week to see those ones. I really liked them, too!

Overall, the weekend wasn't too great..and you should all be sad with me that the house was too cold. Let me tell you, though, it's very hard to take good pictures of yourself.. I tried, I failed.. Better luck next time.

I took more pictures of me in the mirror. As always, there's white stuff all over it..
I couldn't stop trying to make that 'Magnum' face.. Don't think I was succesful.


The button on my pants fell off, so I can only zip them.. No, I didn't get too fat and the button bursted off. The plastic broke that held it on.. Never really bothered to replace it because I think they look better unbuttoned, don't you? (though, the zipper does have a tendency to slowly unzip halfway..this is a problem..I think)


Smile!


Sad face? Who the hell knows.

Those are one of my two favorite pairs of pants. Even though they are basically tattered, there are holes in the pockets and probably see-through where the fuzzyness wore off (knees, ass).

I gots a new shiny eye. It emits light. A quick flash.


And then back in my room. Does anyone else see my slight lazy eye? Because I do, and it's barely noticable, but I see it every single time I see myself in a picture if I'm not making a face.


Here, the cat is about to step in the way/knock over the camera. He heard the beeping and saw the flashing of the red light for each beep and had to come sniff it out. Someone restrain that tiger. Can't get naked with the cat in the way, after all. Kidding. About the getting naked. That night.


And a big smile for the camera! I was watching the little shit almost knock my bag off my nightstand, which would have meant alot of cleaning up to do for what was in there. Luckily, my obscene hisses changed his mind.


Settling into my bed.


As I unsuccessfully tried to take more awesome pictures and failed to even get my shirt off, the cat fell asleep. I must have either a) been boring (in what would have probably been hysterical to me, had I not been too cold to laugh at myself) not getting anywhere or b) not getting anywhere and he got impatient.
I hope he's a smart cat and the answer is b.


This is how I wake up furry creatures laying on my bed, willing to accept my attention: kisses and cuddles and snuggling. Don't you wish you were my cat? He lasted a pretty long time through that. What a guy!


Awake, yet still curious as to what the hell that beeping and blinking is in our faces. My restraining him didn't make him look like he was enjoying that one..

Those bondage pants are my other favorite pair of pants in the world. For some reason, they fit alot tighter from the tops of my thighs to my waist these days.

Taken later that day after waking up:

He wants to play. He just walks in, lays down, and does his 'looking cute and innocent' thing. See that? That makes me want to really beat the crap out of him.. And by beat the crap, I mean play really rough, not actually kill the poor thing..



And when I sit down and he hasn't gotten anything, he gets really, really sweet. In this instance, he comes onto my lap, rubs and sometimes licks my chin (the way to a womans heart..lick her chin It tickles me so bad, I have to throw him off.. It literally drives me insane ), and purrs.


Look at what we got for Chritmas! Same thing as last year!


Guarding his hidden toy that he can't reach. Since he tears them to pieces within an hour, we have to hide them when done playing.. Well, he saw me put it in its hiding spot, on top of that gun cabinet you previously saw, and so he sits on the speaker right next to it. He's never sat there before.. See how uncomfortable it looks! Where is that hind leg coming from?!


Yummy. This..was..a really, really bad mouthful of hair. I was choking for quite some time.


I also love kissing my guy. I think he may get irritated sometimes when I stop rough-housing to give him a smooch.. He does that 'walks-around-acting-all-cool-and-stuff-while-trying-to-look-tough' thing after I do.. It's funny.


If it's just so damn cuddly and cute, how can you not want to?! But see, sometimes he enoys it..



I'm going to end up growing up, living alone, with forty cats under my leaky roof.. Their flea-ridden selves will constantly be kissed.

Lately, I've been eating ice cream, popcorn, and my vitamins. I feel awesome, so..
Also, that 10 page paper was due today at 8 am on my movie. I started it 24 hours ago and managed to finish it on time. I really should learn to plan ahead and begin these huge things earlier.

I finished my christmas shopping today at Wal-Mart. I got my sisters boyfriend underwear. I got some cotton balls for myself, and more black nail polish because I had to finally throw my five-year old shit out. It was so gloppy and not working, plus there was almost none left.

I love the label. The brand must be 'Love My Nails', and underneath it says, "For that deep wet look' so of course I had to buy it.. I'll have to take a picture. (Edit to add: A picture of the nail polish saying that, not something else.. )

Sitting here, I can look up over my computer and a bit over to the left and see the moon.. Tomorrow night is the full moon, I believe. Remember last time? I almost gave birth to some alien creature trying to claw its way downward from my uterus. If that ever happens, I'm going to name it Fabio, boy or girl, because it should be a really ugly looking thing.

Well, it's getting dark outside and I..don't really have anything better to do. Tomorrow, my 9 am class was cancelled, so instead of waking up at 7, I can get up at 9! Two more classes, then only exams remain. Then a month and two days of christmas break! What am I going to do for a whole month?!


I've been more active lately on the boards, which makes me happy.. That's always fun.

My mom gave me $15 to go buy new underwear. I told her this store at the mall has this 5 for $15 deal, and it's low-rise string bikini and NOT BLACK so I told her and her eyes almost popped out of her head and when I told her I couldn't afford it, she gave me the money.. Though I am trying to 'expand my horizons' with that shit. I told her I wanted the ones from Fredericks that tie on each side, which I guess she didn't see as an improvement?
Oh well. Who wants to take me underwear shopping?

This has dragged on long enough.. Or has it..