moya

I'm excited for the Dropkick Murphys concert next monday night. I'm listening to them right now. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to download, nor buy their newest album, which kind of makes me a bad fan if I don't even keep up with their music.

"You can't stop these cravings just by praying they would cease..."

It's a beautiful day outside. So why am I in here? Really, I'd love to be outside right now. Why don't I go?

Friday night was the KMFDM concert. Not too bad and I have this huge crush on Lucia now.. I never really listened to KMFDM before, and I must say I really enjoyed the show. It wasn't what I had been expecting, but that wasn't disappointing. So maybe I'll go out and get a cd or two. Anyone have any recommendations?

Saturday morning I went home so I could finally get to the bank and get that money order to buy those cds.. To which they replied that they don't deal with international currency, so they couldn't give me one, but I could drive to the Wal-Mart in West Bend if I wanted to go that far for one. Fuck that.
I'm just going to send cash. I've done it before, I'll do it again.

We managed to fix my computer (get rid of virus), plus it runs pretty quickly now, that we deleted both that virus and a few unused files on the computer. It's almost too fast..Nah, I'm kidding.

Saturday night, my father and I watched the entire season 1 of Drawn Together that I recieved a week ago. My sister also broke up with her boyfriend that day and just..carted her stuff back to my parents house and assumed she had moved back in. So she was strutting around like she was royalty again. She started shit with me and I almost punched her.

"I just lost my job, I broke up with my boyfriend, and you want me to get a job as soon as I move back in? I want some sympathy!"
"You gave your weeks notices weeks ago, you knew your relationship was slowly falling apart for how long, and you're not going to get a free ride this time."
That conversation took place between my mom and my sister infront of my parents best friends and their two young children. Afterwards, there was an embarressed-silence and my sister just bitched. I can't believe she could be so mean.
All weekend in her own way, she put my mother down til she (my mom) was sobbing sunday afternoon when we were alone with my father.

With no computer, no movies, no tv, no stereo, no books, nothing to do in my room, I stayed up into sunday early morning rolling balls of yarn for fun. It became fun after awhile. If anyone wants me to roll yarn, I'll do it. I'm taking up knitting again..never really stopped, but actually trying this time.
Sunday turned into World War 3 between my parents and my sister, and I came back.

I am going to keep knitting now. I could go outside and do it somewhere, but unless there's a comfy chair, I can't. My back is so fucked up, we have to go to a doctor this week or next and get it massaged/cracked/fixed. It takes me about five minutes to completely lay down in bed without straining too hard, otherwise the pain just kills. I can't sit straight but I can't slouch, I can't pick things up easily (everyone made fun of me at home of being an old lady, with my knitting, and having problems standing up/bending over), I have difficulties getting in and out of vehicles, etc.. Somedays it's a little better, and sometimes I just want to cry. I can't crack it because it feels like it's that stretch of spine below my neck that isn't bend-able.. I just hurt really bad.

Someone want to give me a back massage/crack on a daily basis for a while for free??

What is everyones favorite colors?

Back to knitting because I'm old and boring with no life. I did take pictures this weekend but my sister kicked me off the computer so I didn't have time to resize, so..no posting them yet. But you can see how long my hair has gotten. We're going to dye it mid-november, I think I might not have to cut it.