sheeet, it's been over a month since i've really been on line, nevermind left an entry. How are you all doing?? Sooooo... It's been a sureal one. How do I start... Uhmmmm.... Okay, outline time ya'll!
A) A very close relative passed away. Looooots of tears and sorrow to start off the month, not so fun... R.I.P. William Frederick, thanks for being such a part of my life and I love you.
B) FINALLY met the girl I've been eyeing for the past 6 months. She's amazing! So much cooler than I had ever expected! Unfortunatly(well for me, good for her,) she's going to grad school exactly one block from where I just moved away from in Boston. Ironic right?? Spring was in the air... for about a week. Right after our first night together came the conversation "I can't get emotionally involved." As much as this is true for her, neither can I, cuz I'm all fucked up right now and am in no position to be braking down walls, I'm to busy rebuilding my backbone and sobriety BUT I absolutely feel blessed for being able to know her for a mintute and for her to share her intimate self with me.
C) i was totally fuckin arrested about three nights ago for being tooooo big a fucko in tooooo small a town!? I was pretty lit and ressisted arrest, now I'm all bruised up and hurtin. DON"T fight with the po-po yo they just keep pig piling you. they released me without pressing charges (i think) cuz i convinced them i was a funny guy, but I'm a bit worried that the local processing will bring down other law from the greater boston area. Not so good.
I guess this all sounds pretty bad but it's not. I've come from a much worse spot and I guess I slipped for a moment in the month of April. Seee what happens when I step away from the humorous, sexy, solitude of SG for a minute. Besides, I got up this morning and I was breathing. I mean... really breathing. I'm going abroad for a while next month, I hope it's a refreshing and awakening May. Hope you all are well too.... -knob jobs and low riders- mOve
A) A very close relative passed away. Looooots of tears and sorrow to start off the month, not so fun... R.I.P. William Frederick, thanks for being such a part of my life and I love you.
B) FINALLY met the girl I've been eyeing for the past 6 months. She's amazing! So much cooler than I had ever expected! Unfortunatly(well for me, good for her,) she's going to grad school exactly one block from where I just moved away from in Boston. Ironic right?? Spring was in the air... for about a week. Right after our first night together came the conversation "I can't get emotionally involved." As much as this is true for her, neither can I, cuz I'm all fucked up right now and am in no position to be braking down walls, I'm to busy rebuilding my backbone and sobriety BUT I absolutely feel blessed for being able to know her for a mintute and for her to share her intimate self with me.
C) i was totally fuckin arrested about three nights ago for being tooooo big a fucko in tooooo small a town!? I was pretty lit and ressisted arrest, now I'm all bruised up and hurtin. DON"T fight with the po-po yo they just keep pig piling you. they released me without pressing charges (i think) cuz i convinced them i was a funny guy, but I'm a bit worried that the local processing will bring down other law from the greater boston area. Not so good.
I guess this all sounds pretty bad but it's not. I've come from a much worse spot and I guess I slipped for a moment in the month of April. Seee what happens when I step away from the humorous, sexy, solitude of SG for a minute. Besides, I got up this morning and I was breathing. I mean... really breathing. I'm going abroad for a while next month, I hope it's a refreshing and awakening May. Hope you all are well too.... -knob jobs and low riders- mOve