mountebank

I've woken up feeling awful. Not physically sick, but emotional battered.

Last night, I had a shockingly intense dream, a dream of infidelity to my partner. A dream about I girl I used to know, superhot, a model and artist, with whom I trained capoeira a lot. I haven't seen her in over a year, and nothing had ever happened or was even on the cards.

Now, I can't get this dream out of my head. I'm feeling awful about it, but can't say anything about it to my partner, as it will upset her terribly.

This is my venting into the ether.