mountainmafia

I'm dragging. I hate being in any circumstance in life where you are having to pull yourself out of a seemingly feep hole that you can't climb from. The one thing that rings true is that walking away from the situation and giving up has never been an option for me. I put myself in this mess... destroyed someone's trust in me, and now (with the thought of my emotions and feelings for this person in mind) I have to create a solution to the mess I created. Would walking away be easier? Most likely. If I chose that road then I would have to live each and every day with an emptiness that I am not willing to accept. A hole wuold be created in me soul, and filling that hole would not be possible. Wandering thruogh life without a person who seems to complete me in so many ways is too high of a price to pay. To get up and face everyday without the possibility of seeing this person would be something I could not really stand to bare. Haiving to wonder what if... what could have been... was that really who fate had in store for me? Those are questions I can not leave unanswered.

So all in all, would walking away really be easier? Looking at it now... not in the slightest.