motionboy

I'll regret today for the rest of my life...

I was on the bus on the way back home , i saw the most beautiful girl i have seen sitting two rows ahead of me , I was thinking "wow wouldnt it be wonderful if she was my girlfriend..." and than she looked up we locked eyes and she smiled at me and laughed at me turning red as a lobster in a second.

I couldnt talk with her and her stop came she gave me the "well it would have been fun" look and got out.... fucking shyness or whatever my problem is.

I think i'll just go kill myself now...


"When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, oh, oh
She's running out the door
She's running, she run, run, run, run
Runs......................."