mothra

It turns out that I have an irregular heart beat for some reason now. And it speeds up while I'm standing. So my blood pressure has a tendency to sky-rocket, and then drop when I'm standing for too long giving me a nauseas, dizzy feeling; much like food poisoning or the flu.

So maybe I need to rethink this whole retail managment thing.


...I remember...
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So sick...

I got sent home from work and had all the cashiers fussing over me and how shitty I looked. It scared the shit out of me, but it was a nice change.

Normally everyone just tells me I need a drink and I'm being a pussy.

I think I have a plan...

I'll have to wait and see if its possible.

But I am going to start doing my research.

I'm still in horrible pain, but I've been doing some rehab so I can at least function now.

Hopefully in another week or so I'll be skating again.

Sorry, no more whining...

Today I'm eating lunch with Eric, getting my hair cut, stopping by sidewalk surfer, and getting ripped at Casey Moores.

It's nice having a plan.

Here's how you know you're a loser...

You make plans with a few different people because you know you have one random day off in a two week stint. They all turn their phones off before you get off work so you go nurse your beers at the shitty local bar by yourself because your in too much pain to go to bed at 11...
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I have a doctors appointment tomorrow to see how fucked my back really is now. This is the worst it has ever been, even worse than when I hurt it initally. It's been terrible.

I also decided I need a change in my life soon. It's going to be one of two largely oposite directions. But the decision can't be made alone...

It's what I...
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So this was a pretty interesting weekend...

I sat up and talked at Joeys on Friday night till the sun was coming up. I went and hung out with my brother and his friends last night and saw how big of assholes most guys are. I also went to the casino and only lost 20 bucks. On top of all that I ordered Vanessa the...
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So I have the weekend off and no idea what I'm doing. I don't want to expect too much... but man I need a break.

Hopefully this weekend turns things around.

Its all series of ups and downs.