Today is better than yesterday.
That's the first time I can say that in a while.
That's the first time I can say that in a while.
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I can't fight anymore.
I'm physically and emotionally exhausted.
It's been the hardest month of my life and it's starting to show. My fight is over, if there's anything worth salvaging left fighting needs to come from the other end.
I think I might finally be able to go to sleep in my bed without being wasted. My body is starting to tell me I...
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I'm physically and emotionally exhausted.
It's been the hardest month of my life and it's starting to show. My fight is over, if there's anything worth salvaging left fighting needs to come from the other end.
I think I might finally be able to go to sleep in my bed without being wasted. My body is starting to tell me I...
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I know I said no more depressed posts, but I really can't help it.
This is the absolute worst feeling that I have ever had in my life.
Nothing has ever made me sadder than the thought of her not ever comming home.
I'll never get to hold her hand, kiss her cheek, buy her flowers, see her hide her face when she looks at...
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This is the absolute worst feeling that I have ever had in my life.
Nothing has ever made me sadder than the thought of her not ever comming home.
I'll never get to hold her hand, kiss her cheek, buy her flowers, see her hide her face when she looks at...
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doolittle:
i understand the whole wallowing bit, but like i said, i've got nothing going on. you can be, like, a bad soap opera keeping me entertained or something. and i could use a video game competition or some company to go out of my house and do something with. good luck bringing me down, anyhow. joey and i were browsing tiffany & co. on the web together last night, i am officially perma-grinning.
thrasher:
I got you some of that Knock_Out stuff. I'll swing it by sometime tomorrow afternoon.
I dont't want to be a fool.
I really hope that I haven't become one. But if I am I think it was for the right reason.
If not I might be bitter forever.
I really hope that I haven't become one. But if I am I think it was for the right reason.
If not I might be bitter forever.
I'm in love.
That's the bottom line.
After that everything else is just hurdles.
That's the bottom line.
After that everything else is just hurdles.
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doolittle:
jump those hurdles. whether you win or lose, at least finish the race.
what? your always speaking in metaphors and analogies, i wanted to join in.
what? your always speaking in metaphors and analogies, i wanted to join in.
conxuela:
damn skippy.
I feel like we're watching our home burn down.
We both have hoses in our hands, but neither hose will put out the fire on its own.
Somehow both of us need to focus on the fire and stop spraying each other in the face.
Right now we're both soaking wet, and it's not helping anything.
We both have hoses in our hands, but neither hose will put out the fire on its own.
Somehow both of us need to focus on the fire and stop spraying each other in the face.
Right now we're both soaking wet, and it's not helping anything.
blaueminxaugen:
I really like that analogy.
Nevermind.
Nothing is any better today than it was last week...
...except my GTA game.
Nothing is any better today than it was last week...
...except my GTA game.
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blaueminxaugen:
True. True. Hope you're doing well.
Hope you're doing well.
delilahb:
nothing is better than last week.
...except I didn't lose at poker.
...except I didn't lose at poker.
These few weeks have been horrible.
I don't really know where I want to end up.
But I think at the end of it all I know who I hope I end up with.
I don't really know where I want to end up.
But I think at the end of it all I know who I hope I end up with.
doolittle:
how's the punching bag coming along?
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herotozero:
so what style of 'stache are you going to grow?
doolittle:
there are happy type video games just waiting for you over here. no way can you feel worthless when you are yelling at a gamecube. eh? eh? interested yet? 
I realize right now that words will do nothing more than hurt or offend people I care about, or make people feel sorry for me. I really don't want my words to do either.
So instead of writing journals for a while, I'll just show you my mind in the form of the most recent thing I've painted until my heart and mind can work...
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So instead of writing journals for a while, I'll just show you my mind in the form of the most recent thing I've painted until my heart and mind can work...
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amory:
I love it.
Oh I left you an email. myspace is blocked again.
Oh I left you an email. myspace is blocked again.
herotozero:
dude, you going to the filmbot files premiere with us on friday?
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also.