I hate the feeling that this has turned into some kind of a game. If it has I don't want to play, I aready lost... so there really is no reason for me to keep getting hurt.
My friends are all pissed off at me for letting a girl fuck me up so badly. The thing that really hurts is that they see something I...
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My friends are all pissed off at me for letting a girl fuck me up so badly. The thing that really hurts is that they see something I...
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I guess I might be too clingy; co-dependent if you will.
I think I was left in the dust by something unsure of where it was going. I was sure it was all I wanted, but I think it takes two.
But I'll admit I really don't know.
I think I was left in the dust by something unsure of where it was going. I was sure it was all I wanted, but I think it takes two.
But I'll admit I really don't know.
thrasher:
dust devil
dust devil
doolittle:
i was going to write some deep friendly i care about you thing in responce to your post, but my dog keeps farting and i have to get out of this room now.
Night one of no sleep... maybe they'll get easier.
I got a random job offer last night to start another shop in Tucson. I don't know if I'd do it, but it was really odd to get the offer when I did.
It's funny how the world works, always a buck short and a day late.
I got a random job offer last night to start another shop in Tucson. I don't know if I'd do it, but it was really odd to get the offer when I did.
It's funny how the world works, always a buck short and a day late.
So she's gone.
I wish her the best and hope that this move will help her feel as good about herself as everyone else has about her.
I wish her the best and hope that this move will help her feel as good about herself as everyone else has about her.
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thrasher:
Jill's harsh
new tattoo for me Thursday
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new tattoo for me Thursday
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heartyou:
I never get it, are those meant to be used or purely ornamental?
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[Edited on Apr 05, 2005 8:49PM]
I'm tired and sunburnt today.
I always seem to be the one who really doesn't want to stay up late and party when we're going out, and the last one to stop when ever we do.
I need to start sleeping more.
I always seem to be the one who really doesn't want to stay up late and party when we're going out, and the last one to stop when ever we do.
I need to start sleeping more.
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doolittle:
sleep is for the weak minded.
i am so weak minded.
i am so weak minded.
annamei:
i am a little bit sunburnt, i would have been toast if you hadn't found that sunblock!
Went to the Phoenix Am for a little while, I see why people aren't huge fans of it. Until the 4th heat it was just hot and boring. Met up with Salman Agah it was cool to meet someone I grew up seeing in magazines, nice guy.
On the way out I tried to jumpstart the Pharmacy skateshop ambulance, no luck, but it was kind...
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On the way out I tried to jumpstart the Pharmacy skateshop ambulance, no luck, but it was kind...
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the_minx:
Sounds like the air show yesterday. i really wanted to go, but i knew if i stayed too long that I would burn. Sure enough, everyone who came back from it, even tan people, were burned to a crisp. just imagine me, and my skin tone out there. i would have been blown up. no good. hope all is well on your side of the planet.
doolittle:
heh heh, you are wicked.
I've been skating everyday this week. I forgot how much I missed it, and I also realize how long it will take to get back to a level where it can just be fun again.
But right now my legs hurt so badly that I can see the process might now be fun.
But right now my legs hurt so badly that I can see the process might now be fun.
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herotozero:
skate for life
og_stinger:
What's up brother, it's nice to read some happiness in your journal.
Sorry I haven't written much but I'm going through my own slow death (work).
I need to roll really bad also.
Sorry I haven't written much but I'm going through my own slow death (work).
I need to roll really bad also.
I wish that none of this ever happened and I could go back to 2004 in a time machine and not make the biggest mistake of my life. Other mistakes would surely have been made, but at least I wouldn't be sitting here feeling like I have nothing.
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squishylizards:
I know how you feel. A year now, and I still feel it. 2004 was a shitty year.
cest_la_mae:
I've said "this too shall pass" to myself more times than I'd care to remember, but it always does.
The bag is no-sew but you're spot on about stepping back.
The bag is no-sew but you're spot on about stepping back.
For knowing what love is I am eternally greatfull.
For not having it sleep next to me I am utterly heartbroken.
I am forever in it's debt for the reason I lost it.
I will fight until my fighting is worthless, and then I'll simply stand there and wait.
If at any point I get another chance to fight for it, I'll fight until the...
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For not having it sleep next to me I am utterly heartbroken.
I am forever in it's debt for the reason I lost it.
I will fight until my fighting is worthless, and then I'll simply stand there and wait.
If at any point I get another chance to fight for it, I'll fight until the...
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doolittle:
hey, mr. lonelyhearts, i am back, and i'm guessing your still with a lot of time on your hands... let's hang out. what are you up to tonight or tomorrow afternoon? i have class til 9:30 tonight... eh? eh?
you still simply have to see anchorman, godamnit.
edited to tell you i still haven't watched the oc from thursday joey taped for me too. and i could always go for a drink....
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you still simply have to see anchorman, godamnit.
edited to tell you i still haven't watched the oc from thursday joey taped for me too. and i could always go for a drink....
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annamei:
we missed you at your party 
i hope you are feeling better 
i hope you are feeling better
dude, i had a huge fight with my pops...and things might get ugly here for a while so if possible, can you take it up with the fellas and see if i could move in to the basement...nothing is definate though, just see if i end up needing to move back if that would be a possibility